dear sister in the Lord, Jesus hears your cry. He loves you so much. He alone understands the anguish and pain you are going through. give it to Him. just relinquish all your hurt, pain, suffering, anger, betrayal at the foot of the Cross. i know that is easier said than done, but little by little He will heal you. i love you, too. please don't do something so selfish, for that is what suicide is--the ones left behind pay the price for this selfish deed.
let's go to the Father in prayer.
dear heavenly Lord, all praises to You. Lord God, we come in Jesus name desiring healing of this broken and wounded heart. Jesus, please bless my sister with peace in her heart and show her the way out of the mess she is in. we make mistakes, Lord, and our lives rush out of control and we become so overwhelmed sometimes. dear God, please wrap Your loving arms around this dear child of Yours and fill her with blessed peace. may she find solace in Your sweet embrace. may she seek you wholly and devour Your word and be blessed by the Holy Ghost with peace and understanding. may all her fears and hurt dwindle away and be replaced with joy and hope and Your immense love for her. may she kneel down and give You praise even now, Lord. i pray she meets a special friend at her new church that You lead her to, a friend who she can confide in and fellowship with. may she feel loved. thank you, Jesus. we love and praise You. amen.