Turning the tides

[Fodera]

Finally, I am on my way to Jesus. Many years ago my faith was completely lost and the darkest period in my life began. I cannot begin to explain to you how much of a struggle it has been dealing with the state of my mental health. Unable to even leave my home, I have had to fight to complete even the simplest of tasks. Every day I cry because of how much mental anguish I am in.

For the past few months I have desperately been trying to find my way back to God. I knew in my heart that he was calling me back. He knows how much pain I am in; he knows how to fix it; he will keep me safe at night; he will help me fight the demons off. Sadly, every time I would get close to him some conspiracy theory, atheist, questionable bible verse, or misconception of the faith would break me away.

So a few days ago I came here and asked for prayers to help me find God ... and tonight I think I did it; I really think I finally have found him. I have never felt like this before.

Just hours ago I had a horrible panic attack that forced me out of bed, walking the dark halls of my home alone. I sat down and began to think about Jesus. Through a string of thoughts he came to me. Pictures of life with him on my side became clear. My fear melted away, without even needing medication. I cannot explain it, but I really think this is it, I think I am officially content with declaring Jesus as my God.

I cannot say what tomorrow will bring for my faith, but please, keep me in your prayers. They are working. Tomorrow I am going to purchase a bible and begin reading, soon after conquer my fears and find myself back through the doors of the church.

God bless you all,
Sam

 

[Onlythingavailable]

You are in my prayers, Sam.

 

[saraharms1]

Thats such great news sam!!! I'll be praying for your journey with God!

 

[Buttermilk]

for you

 

[Buttermilk]

How are you doing?

 

[TrinityLives]

Hi

I too suffer with mental health issues.
I realized that there was some issues from my family that may have followed into my life . I want to suggest a book that may help you in your search for peace. It is one of many things I have read that has really helped me.

"seeing the unseen "

By
Joe Beam

Remember the enemy loves to prey on those who are in doubt and especially those who are coming to Christ and embracing HIM . Expect more challenges and sometimes more panic issues. Each time you turn to Christ for peace and comfort you are getting stronger and healed.
I am not suggesting that mental health issues do not need medicine, not at all. Just that satan can use them to distract us from Christ.
Its hard to focus, I completely understand, I struggle too, but since reading that book I am understanding how to strengthen myself more using the authority Christ has given us.

hope this makes some sense, its hard to articulate in writing sometimesp


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