Trying to cope with mental illness and demonic attacks! Need Help!

[Celestial Warrior]

I was recently diagnosed with bipolar I Disorder and my husband had to have me Mentally hygiened on February 9 2016 after I had a complete mental breakdown and suffered from psychosis and delusions. I believe that this was a demonic attack that utilized my mental illness to its benefit. They put me on some very strong schizophrenic medications and now I have developed something called :
Tardive dyskinesia, which is defined as -
(TD) is a difficult-to-treat and often incurable form of dyskinesia, a disorder resulting in involuntary, repetitive body movements. In this form of dyskinesia, the involuntary movements are tardive, meaning they have a slow or belated onset.[1] This neurological disorder, by definition, most frequently occurs as the result of long-term (usually at least 3 months duration) or high-dose use of antipsychotic drugs,[Note 1] or in children and infants as a side effect from usage of drugs for gastrointestinal disorders
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tardive_dyskinesia#Signs_and_symptoms

I march in place, rocking back and forth from side to side, move my tongue around in my mouth and chew and chomp down with my teeth and grind them - it is driving my family crazy watching me move around like I'm completely possessed. I do believe that the demons have some part in this, utilizing the pharmaceutical medications they have put me on,

after all does not the Word of God (the bible) say this : "for by their "sorceries" (pharmakeia -pharmacy) were all nations deceived. Is anyone else out their suffering from this Disorder (Tardive Diskenesia)? Look up this Disorder on youtube to see what it causes people to do as a result of these medications they put mentally ill patients on, and then if you would, someone please respond to this post with some advice or experiences of the same issues as mine. These medications also seem to cut me off from being able to hear the voice of our Lord Jesus. I miss him.
Thanks!

 

[yeshuaslavejeff]

It is rare and difficult to find a "health" provider who actually knows what is going on, and has enough wisdom and experience to help.
Sometimes it takes many years searching, one after another doctors or health clinics and other places.
Sometimes people give up without ever finding the relief on this life.
YHWH'S PROMISE is certain and unchanged,
so we may have confidence in HIM (not in men).

There are [licensed and unlicensed] health care providers "out there" who can and do help.
Like followers of Y'ShUA(Jesus), they are few, and they are persecuted. (by the governments and by the religious)

 

[thesunisout]

I was recently diagnosed with bipolar I Disorder and my husband had to have me Mentally hygiened on February 9 2016 after I had a complete mental breakdown and suffered from psychosis and delusions. I believe that this was a demonic attack that utilized my mental illness to its benefit. They put me on some very strong schizophrenic medications and now I have developed something called :
Tardive dyskinesia, which is defined as -
(TD) is a difficult-to-treat and often incurable form of dyskinesia, a disorder resulting in involuntary, repetitive body movements. In this form of dyskinesia, the involuntary movements are tardive, meaning they have a slow or belated onset.[1] This neurological disorder, by definition, most frequently occurs as the result of long-term (usually at least 3 months duration) or high-dose use of antipsychotic drugs,[Note 1] or in children and infants as a side effect from usage of drugs for gastrointestinal disorders
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tardive_dyskinesia#Signs_and_symptoms

I march in place, rocking back and forth from side to side, move my tongue around in my mouth and chew and chomp down with my teeth and grind them - it is driving my family crazy watching me move around like I'm completely possessed. I do believe that the demons have some part in this, utilizing the pharmaceutical medications they have put me on,

after all does not the Word of God (the bible) say this : "for by their "sorceries" (pharmakeia -pharmacy) were all nations deceived. Is anyone else out their suffering from this Disorder (Tardive Diskenesia)? Look up this Disorder on youtube to see what it causes people to do as a result of these medications they put mentally ill patients on, and then if you would, someone please respond to this post with some advice or experiences of the same issues as mine. These medications also seem to cut me off from being able to hear the voice of our Lord Jesus. I miss him.
Thanks!

Hello,

My wife has schitzoeffective disorder, so I am familiar with mental illness. I have not encountered the specific issues you are experiencing though in regard to repetitive body movement. There are two scriptures that come to mind for you:

2 Timothy 1:7

For God has not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.

This is something you need to keep repeating to yourself every time your mind does something it shouldn't do. Keep claiming this promise over yourself continually. He has given you the Spirit of a sound mind.

1 Corinthians 6:13

Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own

This is a promise you can repeat over yourself when your body is doing something it shouldn't do. "I am not my own, my body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in me, who God gave to me". You cannot control your body anymore; God is the one who will have to control it for you. So repeat this promise and then say "Because I am not my own anymore, God I give you control of my body, I cannot control it. Please control it for me"

Keep using these promises and give God control of your mind and body and I know you will find healing. The word of God has been healing my wifes mind and effecting her body and mood as well.

I would also like to pray this over you:

In Jesus name, I curse Tardive Diskenesia. By the blood of Christ, be healed. The Lord rebuke every spirit tormenting my sister, I command all of you to leave this child of God and to never return to her in Jesus name.

 

[Celestial Warrior]

Thank you for your reply, I am still feeling very hopeless, though - I live in the middle of nowhere and finding the right facility or doctor is very difficult where I live, any advice or do you know of any good facilities as you had mentioned?

It is rare and difficult to find a "health" provider who actually knows what is going on, and has enough wisdom and experience to help.
Sometimes it takes many years searching, one after another doctors or health clinics and other places.
Sometimes people give up without ever finding the relief on this life.
YHWH'S PROMISE is certain and unchanged,
so we may have confidence in HIM (not in men).

There are [licensed and unlicensed] health care providers "out there" who can and do help.
Like followers of Y'ShUA(Jesus), they are few, and they are persecuted. (by the governments and by the religious)

 

[rockytopva]

Father I pray blessings on this request and for the healing of this condition in Jesus name I pray. Also taking these needs before God in prayer on the 1:15PM bbnradio.org Family Altar program.

 

[rockytopva]

Smith Wigglesworth... From a sickly plumber to a major man of God... This story can be yours too!

 

[Celestial Warrior]

thank you!

Father I pray blessings on this request and for the healing of this condition in Jesus name I pray. Also taking these needs before God in prayer on the 1:15PM bbnradio.org Family Altar program.

 

[rockytopva]

If E = mc2 then we can divide and conclude that...

Mass (m) = Energy (E/c2)

And there are three varieties...

Natural E/c2 - All mass is basically cooled plasma
Mental E/c2 - Mentally, A mathematical formula, but this has chemical and spiritual properties as well.
Spiritual E/c2 - E (motivation, warmth, love) / c2 (faith, hope, charity, joy)

I would study and immerse myself into the studies of the spiritual light and energy... Become a student of it! Put yourself on a diet where you only let things of Spiritual E/c2 in your senses... And with prayer.. .We will believe with you that you will be well!

 

[Celestial Warrior]

I'm sorry, I'm confused about what this means. Are you speaking of using vitamin E for treatment + faith?

If E = mc2 then we can divide and conclude that...

Mass (m) = Energy (E/c2)

And there are three varieties...

Natural E/c2 - All mass is basically cooled plasma
Mental E/c2 - Mentally, A mathematical formula, but this has chemical and spiritual properties as well.
Spiritual E/c2 - E (motivation, warmth, love) / c2 (faith, hope, charity, joy)

I would study and immerse myself into the studies of the spiritual light and energy... Become a student of it! Put yourself on a diet where you only let things of Spiritual E/c2 in your senses... And with prayer.. .We will believe with you that you will be well!

 

[rockytopva]

I'm sorry, I'm confused about what this means. Are you speaking of using vitamin E for treatment + faith?

I am saying faith diet...

Read things that build faith
Watch things that build faith
Practice things pertaining to faith

A diet as in mental and spiritual terms, not in food terms. Find authors that talk about faith (such as Zig Ziglar and John Maxwell) and immerse yourself in their teachings. Find a hope and a faith to latch onto.

 

[Celestial Warrior]

I was very close to Jesus until my mental breakdown or rather a manic episode of psychosis which completely made me look at everything I ever believed or thought I understood. I had strong faith because so many miracles have happened to me. Faith is also based on "the WORKS of Jesus" that have manifested in my life. They have stopped since my mental breakdown and now I don't even hear his voice no matter how much I pray or have faith. What do you think is wrong? Why do you think Jesus has stopped talking and manifesting miracles in my life? I have prayed and repented continuously, but nothing has happened to change my circumstances. I don't understand what I have done wrong that my faith is now questioned in my life.

I am saying faith diet...

Read things that build faith
Watch things that build faith
Practice things pertaining to faith

A diet as in mental and spiritual terms, not in food terms. Find authors that talk about faith (such as Zig Ziglar and John Maxwell) and immerse yourself in their teachings. Find a hope and a faith to latch onto.

 

[rockytopva]

Well... There is an initial joy of salvation where it is like we have angels all around us guiding our way...

And then there are the trials...

Wherein ye greatly rejoice, though now for a season, if need be, ye are in heaviness through manifold temptations: That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ: - 1 Peter 1:6-8

God did not promise that we would serve him and not go through nothing! Here is a story about a man whose sickness put him on the death bed. Before he expired a priest walks though the wall paper and says these words... "You don't have any trouble! All you need is faith in God!" That man then experienced a healing and restoration of life!

 

[Celestial Warrior]

THANK YOU FOR THE SCRIPTURE QUOTE, I almost forgot about that one, it's been a while since I read the Bible. I used to do it all day.
I can't find the motivation to read any more. How do you find the motivation when you don't feel spiritual anymore because of the medicines I am on, seem to block out everything and steal my emotions.

Well... There is an initial joy of salvation where it is like we have angels all around us guiding our way...

And then there are the trials...

Wherein ye greatly rejoice, though now for a season, if need be, ye are in heaviness through manifold temptations: That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ: - 1 Peter 1:6-8

God did not promise that we would serve him and not go through nothing! Here is a story about a man whose sickness put him on the death bed. Before he expired a priest walks though the wall paper and says these words... "You don't have any trouble! All you need is faith in God!" That man then experienced a healing and restoration of life!

 

[insurchoftruth]

3 John 2, Psalm 92:12, 13, 14, Psalm 103:3, Philippians 2:26,27, Romans 8:11, 32, Mark 1:41, 8:25, 10:52, 16:18, Exodus 15:26, 23:25, Matthew 8:3,5-17, 9:18-22,28,29,30,32,33,35,36, 20:34, 1 Peter 1:23, Luke 13:11-16, Psalm 50:15, Joshua 1:8, Psalm 41:3, 92:14, 53, 2 Kings 20:5, Deuteronomy 7:15, Psalm 84:11

 

[Celestial Warrior]

THANK YOU FOR THE SCRIPTURE REFERENCES AND ENCOURAGEMENT

3 John 2, Psalm 92:12, 13, 14, Psalm 103:3, Philippians 2:26,27, Romans 8:11, 32, Mark 1:41, 8:25, 10:52, 16:18, Exodus 15:26, 23:25, Matthew 8:3,5-17, 9:18-22,28,29,30,32,33,35,36, 20:34, 1 Peter 1:23, Luke 13:11-16, Psalm 50:15, Joshua 1:8, Psalm 41:3, 92:14, 53, 2 Kings 20:5, Deuteronomy 7:15, Psalm 84:11