Trouble Loving God - help!

[ArmyMatt]

But will God accept my actions if my heart is not one of worship? He knows I want to be able to worship Him but that I have so much pride and blindness and animosity in the way.

Here is a good quote I found from Elder Paisios:
“The devil does not hunt after those who are lost; he hunts after those who are aware, those who are close to God. He takes from them trust in God and begins to afflict them with self-assurance, logic, thinking, criticism. Therefore we should not trust our logical minds.”

–Elder Paisios of Mt. Athos

yes He will. one of the ways you know you are on the right track is the Enemy will come after you.