There is nothing left to say, or at least no one to say it to. I always suspected this wasn't the world i belonged to, now i know its true. I stand out in the rain, praying it will wash me away and a grave will rise up where my body once layed.
No need to feel anything at all now, ill just crawl back, find away back inside that shell some how, where i should of stayed.
Im living to die, and dying to live and trying to find out what the difference is. There is no one to hear when there is no one who listens. Swallow it all and choke to death on the emotional bone.
Lost in a world that doesn't want me, whispered lies invade me, and i knew it but i chose them, because still, it was better then nothing.
You don't know me, you never did. Not because you couldn't, i just wasn't worth the effort. but its not like i didn't know all along, i knew yet i still went along.
All i can do is watch you leave and wonder how you make it look so easy.
Tomorrow no longer offers and yesterday has little left. Cold memories housed in ever corner. Pictures hanging from walls. False indications of happyness.
By PsychoSoul
No need to feel anything at all now, ill just crawl back, find away back inside that shell some how, where i should of stayed.
Im living to die, and dying to live and trying to find out what the difference is. There is no one to hear when there is no one who listens. Swallow it all and choke to death on the emotional bone.
Lost in a world that doesn't want me, whispered lies invade me, and i knew it but i chose them, because still, it was better then nothing.
You don't know me, you never did. Not because you couldn't, i just wasn't worth the effort. but its not like i didn't know all along, i knew yet i still went along.
All i can do is watch you leave and wonder how you make it look so easy.
Tomorrow no longer offers and yesterday has little left. Cold memories housed in ever corner. Pictures hanging from walls. False indications of happyness.
By PsychoSoul
