Transvestites are my downfall (Trigger warning, read with caution)

[newborn-rising]

Ok I have managed to say it.... Transvestites are my downfall, I lust for transvestites, it is a rage of lust inside of me I cannot controll. I was a transvestite myself upto 2 years ago. I have been a transvestite since I was 12 years old, I'm now 39 and still struggle. Although I no longer dress since turning to Jesus 2 years ago, I still have this lust for trasnsvestites. I pray to God to be set free from this but I continue to fall. This past week has been a bad week for me. I have looked at porn almost every evening and my craving is getting bad. It's takeing me over. I dont consider myself to be gay or even bi but I lust for men in womens cloths why Lord WHY!!!

 

[Fowler]

Hey there.

You have just won your first battle! Its great that you told everyone whats happening woth you!
1) Pray and repent.
2) Lust appears in our mind not in body! Lets eliminate source of this lust. You said that you watch porn alot, so burn/crush/smash all you know what kind of discs. If you cant, ask your friends to do it. Your friends also must install software that will not allow you to gain access to certain sites.
3) Stop visiting you know what kind of clubs and places.
4)Problems like this are deeply entrenched in our childhood. Maybe something happened to you when you were little and then you turned to trans+++. I think that this problem may be treated easily. You should visit doctor.
Praying for you brother!

 

[I'ddie4him2]

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[Lucis]

Don't dwell in it if you want it to let go of you. The craving will only get bigger if you feed it. Don't think about it, don't do things that cause the craving to appear. Don't deny that it is there, but just don't give into it. It's not impossible, you are just used to giving in to it and give up easily. Use your energy for something else. If you can't control the porn use, then maybe get someone to help you, like with installing a web filter and putting a password up that you don't know.