Yah sometimes it seems we had enough as kids, and it can be for no reason at all, like sanctification. There was a time when I just threw up my hands. When I got conviction of Gods righteousness and that no matter what I wanted to be with Him then I bent to the task. I now appreciate what He has done in me. Wowee fruits of the HS. Much better than losing my witness or something. I’m studying about fruit, keep growing guys and girls.