- Jun 28, 2017
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- United States
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- Christian
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- Single
sin seems delicious as weird as it sounds, I hunger for more pleasure...BOOM Hebrews 10:26 comes across. This is my destiny? I mean I could still repent. I choose not to because I know I'll commit the same sin again. So I say "I'll wait until I graduate to repent and rededicate my life." The devil is trying to take over my life. Jesus is still Lord. But I still want pleasure. I choose this pleasure over Jesus. Now I'm caught in between Hebrews 10:26, well what can I do? See I want to be in heaven but I don't want to repent. I probably won't understand my situation until it's too late. I will never understand why I'm like this especially my personality. I'm losing my mind but I'm in contact with the carnal world. I zone out to think wow what a self-pitying fool am I. You guys the devil wants me. But pray for me so he cannot have me and Jesus have me. I messed up I wish I found God later in life. I just don't understand why God would put me in a situation where I could commit these sins and never come back. I don't knowz