That appears to make sense as it stands. Surely it could be said that we internally interpret the incoming information - which is deterministic, and then self determine our actions. That would make us responsible agents. So one could argue that we're not automatons and that we do have free will in that sense. But...
Yes, in a not very coherent sense. A large part of the problem is that our language and thoughts are based on concepts that are emergent misunderstandings; the folk concept of free will is incoherent even in a dualist worldview, but it's so much a part of our thinking that we have to find ways to approximate it in determinism.
But the real issue is complexity and ignorance - we are extremely complex entities with a very limited knowledge of our inner workings, so we don't know exactly why we do what we do, and like a calculator, we don't know what the outcome of our deliberations will be until we've completed the evaluation.
So we have the experience of evaluating options for action without any deep insight into the reasons why we feel the way we do, and we make up plausible stories to explain our decisions, which may or may not approximate the truth. This gives us a sense of agency, and I think our ignorance of the subconscious influences on our thinking suggests a mysterious personal 'void' from which ideas and inspirations arise, which can be an impetus both for dualism, and the idea of free will as something inscrutable - personal values & opinions from beyond the accessible world, from the ghost in the machine, the 'soul'...
But that doesn't tie in with what we agree with above. That we do operate separately from the environment in some way. At least, it appears that we do. So there is some degree of personal responsibility if you approach the problem from one direction but none from the other.
Well, we are separate from the environment as individual entities, and we have a continuity through time that identifies us, just as trees and mountains and tables. It's a useful way to view the world. As such, we are personally responsible for what we do, in as much as we are the individuals that do it.
...if we allow for the fact that the perpetrator isn't entirely responsible for the anger that he feels, then your prof must equally not be entirely responsible for the love he feels for his mother.
That's a problem with the ambiguous language of responsibility; what does 'entirely responsible for' mean in a deterministic universe?
A perpetrator is responsible for his angry actions - in the sense that he is the identifiable entity that acted. But his anger and the kind of actions he takes have prior causes that are ultimately outside his control. So he is an identifiable causal nexus - the world impinges on him, changes him, and produces those actions as a result. But without him there would be no such angry actions.
The same applies to my prof loving his mother; he loves her in his unique way because he's the unique product of his genetics, development, and life experiences, and that's the way people fortunate enough to have that sort of history respond. He does it because it makes him feel good, and it makes him feel good because that's how his history has configured him.
The degree of responsibility that we have is something I've struggled with for a long time. I had hopes that Sam Harris would finally solve it in his book on free will, but every time he came close to making a determination, he left the question hanging.
We are materially responsible for what we do, just as a storm is materially responsible for blowing your roof off. Moral responsibility is something else, another convenient heuristic built on an incoherent concept of free will and entangled with religious/supernatural thinking, aimed at promoting approved behaviours and discouraging disapproved behaviours. A reasonable and plausible idea, but built on a misapprehension, in my view.
I can't get past the problem that our internal deliberations as to what path we should follow in response to deterministic inputs are themselves the result of deterministic inputs over which we had no control.
Yes, I know exactly what you mean. I don't think we can escape our intuitive way of thinking in day to day life, our society is built around it, and it's just too... intuitive
But by being aware of it, we can rationally forgive our failures, learn from them and move on, and celebrate our successes without hubris.