Throwing in the Towel

[Daysoni]

I want to say thanks to all that have commented on my posts and for their prayers. There is to much going on in my life right now I can't fight it, it is all falling so hard. I need and want my comfort, my close friend, and my quick fix. (Ana) I can't deal I want to be numb. I am already alone. This will be the complete package. This is what I was ment to be. I will accept it.

 

[Taylor43]

please dont give up I know it is not easy. I suffer from a eating disorder life can get overwhelming. Please know i am praying for you and God loves you and he wont ever give up on you. I am praying for you to have a good day please keep talking to us you are not alone hun.
Love
Taylor

 

[Soulwings]

Please dont give up, sweetie. You dont have to fight it on your own. Jesus is right there beside you, ready to take all your trouble on His shoulders. Give it to Him. Focus on living each minute, each hour for Him. He doesnt want to see you hurting anymore, and Hes there to help you when things get too rough for you to handle. Ana isnt going to really help you. You dont want to go back to her ... you may feel that you do, you may want the feelings that she invokes, but you know the other stuff that comes along with the "good" feelings of hunger. I dont want that for you.

You arent alone. God is always there and He loves you SO much. And we are all here for you, hun. Im here if you EVER need anything. Weve all been through somewhat the same stuff, and we are all fighting the same thoughts. Dont let the Devil whup you this time. Youre stronger than you think. Persevere and God will reward you. Its hard, it might not feel worth it, but go on by faith.

Praying for you. If you need someone to talk to, someone to pray with, or if you just need a cyber hug, Im always here. Dont hesitate to PM or email me, ok?

 

[madison1101]

What I hear you saying is that you would rather have your eating disorder and use that instead of having Jesus. It may sound harsh, but that is in reality what you are doing. Our eating disorders are idols that displace our Lord from the throne of our lives. When I choose to binge instead of turning to Him, I am rejecting Him and His Holy Spirit Power to see me through the crap that life throws at me.

Whether you give up entirely or not, the Lord still loves you, and so do I. I would rather see you fight it one day at a time, with good days and bad days, than just give up and quit altogether.

Walking with Jesus is spiritual warfare. Equipping ourselves daily is our responsibility to do on a daily basis. Sometimes we will lose the battle, but we will never lose the war, because it has already been won by our Jesus.

Hang in there for today. Don't give up. Jesus is worth our obedience in this area.

 

[Daysoni]

Had a breakdown today at work while it was busy. I'm pretty embarassed I had to come back after.

 

[goldenviolet]

sweetie, talk to therepist. many people exsperiance these things in life and at work too. surround yourself with love and truth.

 

[revivalgurl]

i hear ya goin through the same stuff but remember God is greater dont throw in the towel man being free of your ED is all worth it i have glimpsed it and so i gota be strong to get back to being normal
keep being strong
revivalgurl

 

[Daysoni]

Not a good appointment today. I'am done. Finished!!!!