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God is not a book, i agree. I think Sola Scripture people actually believe He is.
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I have more Eastern familiarity with Buddhism than Taoism or Sufism, but what works are you familiar with? Rumi and the Tao Te Ching seem to be the standards. Were you reading primary or secondary sources?
If it's any consolation I would say that such disorientation is normal and healthy. Are you familiar with C.S. Lewis' "It's alive!" metaphor related to the pantheism-theism transition? It's found in his book Miracles. God is without a doubt the most frustrating part of theism. I am reminded of Eli's words, "It is the Lord; let him do what seems good to him" (1 Samuel 3:18).
Thanks, this definitely counts as "greater depth"! The Wager tends to strengthen with study and I much prefer the longer reading of it in the context of the Pensees rather than the clipped version that gets passed about. I also gravitated towards that 'powerful mixture of contradictions' which Chesterton describes so well.
Natural theology runs deep and as you've probably found it far transcends apologetics. The depth makes it inaccessible to most, such as those who might say, "You've been here nearly two years and haven't found salvation yet?" It is especially appealing insofar as it retains value even in the midst of skepticism, but it doubtless leads to more substantial considerations.
This weekend I have access to my books and you've convinced me to dig up Plato's dialogues!
What do you have in mind when you say, "the practical side of things"?
Yes, I believe that was the first interview and was first published in German in 1996. Also, the article on Derrida and your 'practicality' conundrum obliquely called to mind one of my favorite encyclicals, Ratzinger's Spe Salvi.
I only read the Tao-Te-Ching, and that was back in high school, so my impression of what Taoism is might be completely off-base. We did have a segment on Sufism when I took a class on Islam in college, though, so I've read some of the primary sources. Rumi, Rabi'a Basri, Al-Hallaj, and Farid ud-Din Attar. The one work that has really stayed with me is Attar's Conference of the Birds. It's a beautiful metaphor for the religious life in general.
I do need to read more Christian mysticism--I had meant to a while back, and then got pushed towards metaphysics and philosophy of mind instead. I was trying to read St. John of the Cross a while back, but that 16th century Spanish was kind of intimidating. I'm thinking of grabbing some contemporary Carmelite stuff as well. (I don't know if you read any Spanish, but I'm eyeing this one. Can't find a translated version.)
Ahahaha, I had not heard that metaphor before, but it really is just perfect. Though I think "it's awake!" would work also.
But yeah, theism is not something I can wrap my head around most of the time for precisely this reason. That's why I regularly slip off to idealism instead.
You're going to have to tell me about your own intellectual conversion one of these days too, you know.
Oh, yes. Absolutely. What I find really intriguing is the way that it trains you in how to think about these things--I remember flipping out over pink unicorns and Anselm's ontological argument back in my first year in college, totally oblivious to all the concepts at play. Now that I've been moving more in a Platonic direction, it's that angle that once made no sense at all that has started to interest me more.
I'm not particularly into apologism, except in favor of metaphysics in general, but it can be very frustrating to see people go round and round in circles when this stuff is just out of reach. I try to push people away from scientific naturalism, but even that's almost impossible.
And then there is the Christianity issue. If you don't understand it, you can walk away from it, but if you actually see it, then it just sits there. Challenging you. I've become somewhat intrigued by the fascination that it draws from certain non-Christians (Wittgenstein, above all), but I don't know what to do with it. Keeping it at arm's length feels like indecision, but if I get too close, things spin out of control.
I really like the image, but you need Lewis' hand to deliver it. I dug up the quote for you:
Men are reluctant to pass over from the notion of an abstract and negative deity to the living God. I do not wonder. Here lies the deepest tap-root of Pantheism and of the objection to traditional imagery. It was hated not, at bottom, because it pictured Him as a man but because it pictured Him as a king, or even as warrior. The Pantheist’s God does nothing, demands nothing. He is there if you wish for Him, like a book on a shelf. He will not pursue you. There is no danger that at any time heaven and earth should flee away at His glance. If He were the truth, then we could really say that all the Christian images of kingship were a historical accident of which our religion ought to be cleansed. It is with a shock that we discover them to be indispensable. You have had a shock like that before, in connection with smaller matters--when the line pulls at your hand, when something breathes beside you in the darkness. So here; the shock comes at the precise moment when the thrill of life is communicated to us along the clue we have been following. It is always shocking to meet life where we thought we were alone. ‘Look out!’ we cry, ‘it’s alive’. And therefore this is the very point at which so many draw back--I would have done so myself if I could--and proceed no further with Christianity. An ‘impersonal God’--well and good. A subjective God of beauty, truth and goodness, inside our own heads--better still. A formless life-force surging through us, a vast power which we can tap--best of all. But God Himself, alive, pulling at the other end of the cord, perhaps approaching at an infinite speed, the hunter, king, husband--that is quite another matter. There comes a moment when the children who have been playing at burglars hush suddenly: was that a real footstep in the hall? There comes a moment when people who have been dabbling in religion (‘Man’s search for God!’) suddenly draw back. Supposing we really found Him? We never meant it to come to that! Worse still, supposing He had found us?
So it is a sort of Rubicon. One goes across; or not. But if one does, there is no manner of security against miracles. One may be in for anything.
-C.S. Lewis, Miracles, 149-50
You have a keen mind and at first glance I thought it was molded by Thomism - but perhaps I overestimated that influence.
Yes. (Know of my prayers)
So how often do you attend the Episcopalian church?
Ooof, that is actually a fantastic quote. Also a really interesting one, since the hostility that you find in certain circles towards the concept of a personal rather than impersonal God is definitely intriguing. You have the Einsteins of the world who want to write off the former as naive, and while they probably have a more anthropomorphic personal God in mind, I think the issue of miracles is at least as important. At least it is for me, and I've got one foot in theism and the other in pantheism--theism has got a lot more going for it, but 21st century reason really does just rebel.
Actually, another C.S. Lewis quote that I've been thinking about recently:
Faith, in the sense in which I am here using the word, is the art of holding on to things your reason has once accepted, in spite of your changing moods. For moods will change, whatever view your reason takes. I know that by experience. Now that I am a Christian I do have moods in which Christianity looks very improbable; but when I was an atheist I had moods in which Christianity looked terribly probable. This rebellion of your moods against your real self is going to come anyway. That is why Faith is such a necessary virtue: unless you teach your moods “where they get off,” you can never be either a sound Christian or even a sound atheist, but just a creature dithering to and fro, with its beliefs really dependent on the weather and the state of its digestion. Consequently one must train the habit of Faith.
I have felt very much like a creature dithering to and fro for the past year and a half, and now that I stop to think about it a bit, it's really because reason is kind of at war with itself here. My reason cannot currently accept miracles, but it also cannot fully accept anything except classical theism, which directly implies the possibility of miracles, and thus... paradox! And so I unconsciously go hunting for alternatives, but unless you go on an eliminative campaign, they tend to turn into classical theism anyway, and the vicious cycle continues.
And then Christianity makes it even more difficult, since I've had a couple really powerful Arguments from Beauty sprung on me, but everything about it really does just fly in the face of reason. (Though according to Kierkegaard, that's the fact that it offends reason is a requirement for faith!)
No, it was initially molded by Nietzsche and Sartre (perhaps unfortunately),...
Of course, the price of mostly killing naturalism is that now my more skeptical moods swing in the other direction and leave me doubting that the physical universe has any genuine reality, so the Aristotelianism tends to kick in again when I move too far towards idealism.
Oh, I went almost weekly, though we had an interim priest who has now left, so I'm not sure what I'm going to do going forward. The former priest was actually pretty perfect for me--Catholic, turned agnostic, who eventually got led back to faith. Great combination of biblical scholarship and a genuine evangelistic spirit, so I found a lot of his sermons very helpful in reminding me why I was there at all. Especially when I was off reading Plotinus instead.
But now we have no priest, and I have no idea how long that is going to last. I'll probably be spending more time with the Orthodox instead in the foreseeable future. Which may be useful, but may also be the opposite of useful. (Love the Liturgy, love the theology, but I have been finding that it's actually too medieval in its approach to really speak to me.)
(I am off to Rome on Sunday, by the way, so if I don't get around to replying again for a couple weeks, that is why.)
I strongly sympathize, particularly prior to my conversion. I'm trying to remember what authors are helpful on this topic. Lewis is certainly one of them, and you can always read responses to David Hume's argument against miracles (e.g. Feser). A graduate level seminar on philosophy of religion was also helpful to me insofar as I was able to see the issues dissected and argued with seriousness and precision. Basically once you become practically acquainted with the large holes in philosophical systems that deny miracles significant barriers start to disintegrate. It's obvious that you have already picked up this scent. Yet even within theism where the possibility of miracles is admitted there is still plenty of diversity regarding their nature, frequency, etc.
Why does it fly in the face of reason?
See, I would be happy for you if I weren't so jealous. Enjoy your trip and don't give a thought to CF for a few weeks. It will also give me a nice break from the forum, at least so long as Anastasia doesn't break the bank with another three-post reply.
Thanks so much for that link. It's tricky though because I'm not sure the Aristotelian form-matter distinction even counts as property dualism. Perhaps Thomistic anthropology is simply too obscure for "Orthodox Contemporary Philosophy of Mind." I'm not sure if you're familiar with Alfred North Whitehead, but a Lutheran friend of mine really likes him and we've had some interesting conversations. He definitely brings a Platonic and Aristotelian mindset to contemporary problems.
I will say that my main obstacle to Thomism related to free will and predestination, and I see that you've had similar issues in conversations with Quid est Veritas?. I only mention this so that it doesn't take you off guard.
I'll put a reply on ice so as not to tempt you.
I fail at staying away.
But today I learned that the best way to skip the line at the Vatican museum is to go during the papal audience. No line to skip!
There's also a French bookstore here I was hoping would have some of Maritain's works, but unfortunately not so much. I did grab a biography, though! Could have grabbed some Ratzinger also but I'm not masochistic enough to read it in French if that's not the original.
Haha, I can manage short, contentless posts when exhausted from traipsing back and forth across the city.
There's a biography of the Maritains called Les mendiants du ciel. It's won some prizes, so hopefully is worth the purchase. (And hopefully it won't go with the rest of my French Catholic books on the "never read" shelf now...)
Haha, it has been a long time since my presence in New York meant anything at the US Open. Though come to think of it, it's been a while now since I last was in New York during the Open, so maybe it all is my fault.
The traipsing has moved further south to the Amalfi Coast now!
And I have to report to you that the churches in the south of Italy are actually tasteful and beautiful and not the result of a millennium's worth of merchant princes trying to outdo each other like in the north. (That is my brother's theory for why Italian churches are so over the top with the ornamentation.)
[Edit] I spoke too soon. The church in Pompeii was pretty intense. And we walked in right before a Hail Mary service started, so that was a surprise.
Well it sounds like you've done better than I have, but I would like to make it at least once before Federer, Nadal, Serena et al. retire.
Did you manage to stop in Naples? I have never been to Europe but I have a number of friends with Neapolitan roots so I am familiar--and impressed--with at least the food and music of that culture.
Your brother's theory seems promising! In fact I think I've heard that idea before. God is very unscrupulous when it comes to beauty. But does the over-the-top-ness even hold a candle to Orthodox churches? I remember one outside of Galilee that made me dizzy.
"Hail Mary service"? We call that a "rosary," Silmarien.
(...Couldn't resist. In actuality I assume you were referring to a Marian procession, a votive Mass, or some specifically Italian piety. )
You know, I have thought about this and maybe you could see this from a Lutheran perspective. You were given a gift in baptism and raised as a Christian. You do not have to make a decision for God, God has already made a decision for you. You are under no obligation to do anything but live as a decent human being and attend a church that you feel called to (if any).
Haha, I know basically nothing about the ritualistic side of Catholicism, and what I do know is strictly European, since I've never actually attended any service in English (aside from a memorial type thing back in high school).
This was the church in question: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shrine_of_the_Virgin_of_the_Rosary_of_Pompei
So basically as Marian as it gets. (Actually, interesting story about the guy who restored it in the 19th century--former Satanist and all.)
As for Catholic vs. Orthodox over the topness--I'm not sure yet, though we'll be getting to Greece in a couple days and will be checking out that cathedral they have in Patras. The Orthodox back home have told me that the churches in Greece are every bit as dripping in gold as the ones in Italy, so I expect the worst. (They also told me that I can totally walk into a service in Greece without worrying about getting bombarded in Greek afterwards, so... uh, we'll see if I work up the courage for that...
I'm still traumatized from the time the Catholics in France asked me if I wanted to participate in the Eucharist in some sense or another. )
We skipped Naples, actually--I was thinking of visiting it last year and was warned against it, so we based ourselves in Salerno instead. And dropped by Caserta today, which is where the crazy Napolitano palace is. It's actually pretty interesting being in the nearby places, since I hear nothing in the streets but Italian and nobody switches to English permanently on me even when I'm clearly struggling with the language. Even in the palace, there were very few non-Italians, which surprised me, since it was a major royal palace!
And sorry for responding to everything backwards. The horror of no multi quote function, haha. Unless it exists on the phone version and I don't know about it...
Ha, fair enough, though if you've been to Episcopal services then you have a general idea.
Oh, interesting. I am familiar with that painting but I didn't know where it was. A Satanist and a lawyer!
Let me know what you find. You should definitely go to an Orthodox liturgy if you will be in Greece. "When in Rome," right? (Except I wouldn't say that unless you want to seriously insult them. ) If you've ever tried to learn a dance in the midst of a group of people who already know it the experience will be familiar to you. ...not that I mean to compare the Divine Liturgy to the Macarena.
Oh dear! Catholicism in France strikes me as this weird polarity where you can either get it 100-proof or water-weak, but not much in-between, though you would have to confirm that for me. Did they want you to receive a blessing, or what?
Naples may well be dangerous and/or sketchy. That would actually make some sense given the stories I've heard. It sounds like you're off the beaten trail, at least to some extent. How is your Italian? I was chatting with a priest the other day and he was telling me that most curial officials in Rome speak ecclesial Italian which is a far cry from authentic Italian. Rome is certainly a crossroads for languages, especially in religious houses, but you seem to have escaped the heavy tourism for now.
No worries. I'm more incensed that you're responding at all!
(Feel free to chop down the length if you like)