Thoughts ...

the wrath of God is simply the reflection of peoples own hearts. how can we expect to see anything good of God if we ourselves only see evil?

x141 said:

The last time I was in church all I could do was cry. I cried for those who came to the bank of the river but would not enter in, from the Pastor down to the usher.

A young teenage girl came up to me at the end of the service to console the old man who had seemed to have his first taste of yes Jesus loves me. She was innocent of evil never yet having left her first love, but leave our first love we must.

In my youth I was very much the partier, my little brother for awhile followed. In the process of time, he became a police officer. It happened one day I came home to eat lunch with my family. As I sat my little brother began telling a story of an arrest in which he called the perpetrator a dirt bag. I stopped him in mid tale with a What did you just say! I recounted in a few words how just a few short years ago he was this same dirt bag (which he knew I was speaking of his nakedness relative to his salvation experience as did the rest who were sitting there). He hung his head in shame, and the story ended.

Why a sinner goes away justified is because they do not justify themselves which has every bit to do with the first commandment as it does with the, and all things are of Christ.

The soul constantly wants to build a temple. a city, a name, a son rather than lay at the masters feet, because to this harlot the truth is still something outside of them, which by this woman rules over them. This then becomes an image (as the first image, in the first garden that lacked still one thing) until their eyes are opened to the reality that this image mocks the truth of self.

(As you know) Practical is seed time and harvest until the truth is seen by them as something fulfilled in them, something God has done, and they have had no part in. A place where even your adversary you have come into agreement with. (this is the difference (in one form) of the Word of God, and the testimony of Jesus Christ as something we all posses whether we yet understand this truth or not).

I have more friends (those who will receive me into everlasting habitations) that saints deem sinners then sinners who deem themselves saints, who go in before the ones who are still unknowingly ruled over by their own soul, or wandering between two mountains, which is par for the course.

Some will die in their sins.

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Thank you for sharing this, brother.

It is one thing to know that everything is in the Lord's generous hands and another thing to mourn the present. I don't think those two are in conflict. Even Jesus cried out for Jerusalem.

The burden of love is so strange. The heavier it is, the less you want to set it down...

x141 said:

In reality there is not a gender in consciousness, gender explains the process of consciousness.

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What do you mean by that? Can you expound a bit?

x141 said:

When something is said, it is not understood in the way it was said unless we become one with the one who said it, such is the language of God.

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So true.

english gematria A1 B2 C3 D4 E5 F6 G7 H8 I9 J10 K20 L30 M40 N50 O60 P70 Q80 R90 S100 T200 U300 V400 W500 X600 Y700 Z800 :
hippie = 171
riddles = 242
hippie riddles = 413

interesting numbers that show some kind of connection :
hope = 143
sabbath= 314
throne = 413

faith = 224


I wish I had a computer program that converted words to numbers and let me compare them all. less room for error than when I add them up manually.

random:

see = 110
fire = 110
heaven = 469
dove = 469
song = 217
teach = 217
earth = 304
heart = 304

seeingeyes = 986

here is one I did not notice:

jerusalem = 581
Holy = 815

nice video. i'm happy that God let me understand some of it now.
here is a nice video in relation to this parable:

Matt 21:28-32 (YLT)
`And what think ye? A man had two children, and having come to the first, he said, Child, go, to-day be working in my vineyard.' And he answering said, `I will not,' but at last, having repented, he went. `And having come to the second, he said in the same manner, and he answering said, I go , sir, and went not; which of the two did the will of the father?' They say to him, `The first.' Jesus saith to them, `Verily I say to you, that the tax-gatherers and the harlots do go before you into the reign of God, for John came unto you in the way of righteousness, and ye did not believe him, and the tax-gatherers and the harlots did believe him, and ye, having seen, repented not at last--to believe him.

but this innocent puppy (unclean animal ) did not create a duality like the ones that did not believe the gift of God ('john' means yhvhs gift or YAH is gracious) the way of righteousness... and yet they are said to have seen. therefore there was only one puppy jumping twice. hahaha his name is rocky... how fitting. hes a bulldog. bulls are clean and dogs are unclean. obviously the purity of God makes clean the unclean.

youtube.com/watch?v=-n4XX5nnXhU

x141 said:

Mankind let’s their soul rule over them, which is the pervade of conflict.

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but what is more beautiful in this world than a persons soul? it is priceless! there is nothing in this physical universe that could ever replace a persons soul. souls are unique and unrepeatable. if only everyone believed that one of the most valuable things in this world are the souls of people... how different the world would function! instead they have lost themselves and valued things that are unworthy and a soul reflects this and projects it out into the reality called "object reality" and it then conforms to this object reality and is bound in chains by necessity and a thick darkness.

in the end it was just another color in the immense beauty and goodness of God.

I was looking at a certain thread and decided to write this and then i figured it was too long so I will just plop it here since I feel free to do such.

divine love is the perfect reality. it transcends all other ideals because it is the kingdom of God which is the kingdom that is everlasting and which conquers all other kingdoms and translates them into light. it fills all things and perfects all things.

goodness does not come from laws. goodness comes from itself and births out good things just as evil gives birth to evil things. laws can be good or evil depending on the condition of a persons heart to create, understand, interpret, and distort them for the purposes of good or evil. peoples hearts and actions and submission to either evil or good form things such as nations and societies and all things that people create and are part of.

laws can enable unjust punishment of individuals and this becomes very devastating when people believe laws equate to "what is right and good". justice based on sordid human emotional reactions or on shoddy human logic or evil human will... will all birth out evil judgments.

I would say there are two kinds of laws. there are external laws and then there are eternal laws. external laws are a product of the conditions of this world and are thus corruptible and eternal laws are the reality of the kingdom of heaven and the image of God. when one becomes caught up in secondary things they become slaves to that which they bow their knee to. they then conform their soul to this or that idol and false image of some kind of symbolic creature and this thus breaks an eternal law of goodness or a law of reality and thus subjects perfection to a lower state of order of things such as the spiritual concepts of the kingdom of Caesar or the kingdom of hades.


evil is it's own curse. good must fight evil. the sword of justice must be swung by a good man rather than an evil man.

if consequences can not be separated from actions then what are the consequences for people who punish people who in reality are no better than or not much better or perhaps even worse than the offender.... seeing as most humans fall short of perfect justice and goodness? what are the consequences for executing justice without mercy and love? you become a devil and a tyrant that does not have mercy or love.

better to always do good to all, even to those who are evil rather than to submit to evil urges and the crys for revenge... for everyone becomes whatever they choose to be and then they see reality by the eyes that they become. evil always trys to create evil and good trys to create good.

consequences and actions can grasp hold of whatever they desire because the nature of a human being is that they are free at any time to stop being this or that set of consequences and actions but if they do not pick up their freedom then their freedom acts more as a kind of fate. but with freedom we can choose to alter our actions or consequences by simply being mercy and love rather than being a devil. consequences and actions are a creation of freedom and when freedom desires to make something different the lower realities will rearrange but if one is bound to lower things then they are a slave to that which freedom has subjected itself to and thus freedom acts as fate when freedom is not active in it's choosing but passive in the states it created. humanities freedom is in a state of irrationality and darkness and Gods freedom is light and called grace and when those two freedoms freely unite a third freedom is found and this is what it is to be filled with the Holy Spirit.

thus rather then being united to an irrational and fallen world of necessity which is a certain kind of movement of spirit...one may conform to a divine freedom and this freedom is the very freedom we came out of and are 'made' with... i.e. our eternal root and living image is rooted in God and by being united to it rather than anything else we find our highest self and help to create the best realities. thus we may know ourselves from a creature pov or from the eternal idea that proceeded the creature state. we can see the eternal reality inside God or we can see reality from a limited perspective and thus function in an improper state of disintegration from eternal perfection. thus in our shadowy and fallen world the Son of God, who is also the son of man, is crucified and murdered... which is a reflection of the fallen condition of peoples heart.

what I want to know is how someone handles justice that are not dependent on the utmost simplicity of the Godhead... which is divine love. I would say that those who have the best ideas about reality and how it should function in order to create a paradise on earth would have to conform to the simple nature of love. I don't think there is a higher manner of which to order humanity than with love. but sadly so many do not believe this and so they attempt to function in lower concepts about how they will be and what is right. some atheist confess God by their heart rather than the secondary things such as their minds and beliefs and their understanding about reality.

one of my favorite childhood games has such amazing truths in it seeing as all existed in God before they were created. the main hero was a thief. we all have angels set over us that aid in the salvation of many just as the saints work in the earth in the same concord. but it is much more than that, the eternal echos and the rejoicing of everlasting joy in the kingdom of heaven, the endless beauty of reality and the one voice of Gods love working all things for the good of all in the multiplicity of simplicity in the garden that belongs to God where there is endless beauty and glory.... the memories of the church and the eternal cosmos... what I said and this reality called the human experience is like hair being cut off and being blown in the wind. but it can not compare to the living reality of the kingdom of God that is and which is constantly being renewed in eternally embracing love which we are all in forever.

youtube.com/watch?v=3mNOJpN_qOQ