... look like back then? It doesn't change my love for Him at all, that's the total opposite of why I'm asking. He could be green for all I care, I would still love Him the same.
But I was in a mindfulness meditation, listening to a worship piano song called "Alone with Him" and my mind pictured Him and I face-to-face. I was crying about my depression and anxiety and my lack of will to live.
And He just held me so tight.
But He didn't look how He looks in paintings and movies and all.
I mean in the "vision," He had shoulder length, thick hair and the facial hair, but He was tan. Not black, but tan.
********Is this bad that I'm not seeing Him in my "vision" as He is in paintings? Or am I just looking too deeply into this? >.<
But I was in a mindfulness meditation, listening to a worship piano song called "Alone with Him" and my mind pictured Him and I face-to-face. I was crying about my depression and anxiety and my lack of will to live.
And He just held me so tight.
But He didn't look how He looks in paintings and movies and all.
I mean in the "vision," He had shoulder length, thick hair and the facial hair, but He was tan. Not black, but tan.
********Is this bad that I'm not seeing Him in my "vision" as He is in paintings? Or am I just looking too deeply into this? >.<