Hi there!
Not sure that you want my entire history, but I am schizo, saved and spirit (if you are spirit it means you have been baptized). Schizo because of a cognitive deficit, saved because of Jesus and spirit as I said because I've been baptised.
To be honest, I don't feel a whole lot different this time around. Usually, I feel compelled by the most recent breakthrough, the most recent change to write a whole new testimony about how great God is, but this time I don't feel it. I know that something has changed, but it is not just a change. I feel concrete. I feel certain. Like I am unshakeable.
I know that God grafts trees. I know that He plants them where they don't belong and He waters them when the rains are about to fall anyway and its been too long and too hard. I know He prunes them when they are about to finish producing fruit. I know He expects the fruit to grow just because it falls on the ground. I know He leaves the fruit there to rot, until it does grow. I know He doesn't care if some things don't grow.
Which is sort of the point. I really don't feel like I am growing. But I know He doesn't hold it against me, and I feel great. I know Joyce Meyer will tell you forget about your feelings, but I also know you are reading between the lines already and every time I say feel, you are thinking "he means he is resting on the fact that..." Well I am resting. I could rest all day like this. I rest before I eat, I rest after I eat, I rest before I do the dishes.
Thankyou and goodnight.
Praise the Lord, I owe him the better part of Peace and the whole of my Peace in Him (sometimes we have Peace in things we shouldn't but that's not what I mean, I mean there's Peace He's given me I'm not even aware of the full extent of, well, you know what I mean...).
Not sure that you want my entire history, but I am schizo, saved and spirit (if you are spirit it means you have been baptized). Schizo because of a cognitive deficit, saved because of Jesus and spirit as I said because I've been baptised.
To be honest, I don't feel a whole lot different this time around. Usually, I feel compelled by the most recent breakthrough, the most recent change to write a whole new testimony about how great God is, but this time I don't feel it. I know that something has changed, but it is not just a change. I feel concrete. I feel certain. Like I am unshakeable.
I know that God grafts trees. I know that He plants them where they don't belong and He waters them when the rains are about to fall anyway and its been too long and too hard. I know He prunes them when they are about to finish producing fruit. I know He expects the fruit to grow just because it falls on the ground. I know He leaves the fruit there to rot, until it does grow. I know He doesn't care if some things don't grow.
Which is sort of the point. I really don't feel like I am growing. But I know He doesn't hold it against me, and I feel great. I know Joyce Meyer will tell you forget about your feelings, but I also know you are reading between the lines already and every time I say feel, you are thinking "he means he is resting on the fact that..." Well I am resting. I could rest all day like this. I rest before I eat, I rest after I eat, I rest before I do the dishes.
Thankyou and goodnight.
Praise the Lord, I owe him the better part of Peace and the whole of my Peace in Him (sometimes we have Peace in things we shouldn't but that's not what I mean, I mean there's Peace He's given me I'm not even aware of the full extent of, well, you know what I mean...).
