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Well, let's just say, I'm striving very hard to spread the word of the LORD, and until present date, from which I am what I like to call "Returning" to my rightful place in GODs service, I am finding it 10000x more difficult to get people to understand the words in THE BIBLE and of the LORD....
Previously, when I myself more or less FORCED the word of GOD away from my life, I never really noticed how easy it was to ignore the signs and ignore the warnings and ignore everything in which THE BIBLE tells us we should do in order to better ourselves in our life and in order to prostrate ourselves in the name of the LORD. However, I'm steadily finding that, it is near impossible to even bring up a conversation about GOD or JESUS without someone stoning you to death in front of a large crowd.
Even people I consider very very close "friends" seem to be ad odds with me about this... Of course, there's this thing about "crossing boundaries" and "forcing" yourself upon people, I suppose, but even the slightest talk about scriptures in everday life seems to aggrevate people to no end! As if I had just dropped a boulder on their toes! Forgive me brothers and sisters, it is not my intent to anger you! However, I wish you could understand the marvel and beauty that comes along with Faith and Trust in our LORD and SAVIOR.....
I will admit now, to an extent of my sins... How I had previously created my own GOD of choice, (LORD please forgive my sin...) and live my life luxuriously and soundly without so much a guilt in the world, in which I continued my daily debaucheries as if they had no consequence whatsoever... Ever certain that I would reach Heaven's Gates without so much as an effort.... Heh, foolish ignorance on my part... Though I can't say for anyone else, at the very least, for me, I understand the folly of my Earthly Philosophy and realize that, there is no escaping the eyes of our one true GOD, no matter which rock, or which cave, or which hut or house you live on Earth...
As I try my hardest to explain to people how, although the HUMAN RACE alone tries its best, (Or at least a few) we are not able to protect/save/renew the world on our own... This is not to say we will not still try, as the battle for our eternal souls is ever present... However, after Millenia and Millenia of so called "attempts" to make the world a better place, has it not sunk in yet that we truly and deeply must rely on our SAVIOR? Which one of us is truly more capable than he, our LORD? None... However, it is all left up to people and their "Human Perspective" of how, "I live my own life, I don't need a BOOK or a GOD, I am the Master of my own fate." .... Fine, but then tell me, are you one who walks on our Earth in perfection and without sin...? Will you let yourself be crucified by your peers and TRULY harbor no ill will in the midst...? Do you somehow have a knowledge of life and spirituality unbound and time-tested...? Do you have EVER LASTING LIFE!?
Still... I can't help but sympathize with the way alot of these people think, seeing as I myself was once there... It is ever comforting to believe that, no matter what you do, no matter where you go, no matter how you live your life, that in the end, somehow "everything will work out" and somehow you being a "good person" or "master of my own fate" will work for the better in "an afterlife"..... The truth, however, is that in this Philosophy, we are spread so thin, forcing ourselves to believe in pretty much "EVERYTHING" that is Earthly and what has been corrupted to portray "Righteous", that in the end, we truly believe in "nothing"... And what then, should we become in the end, but a shadow of our beliefs...? We do truly REAP what we SOW...
Sorry, I'm mostly venting here... I realize that, being a Christian person trying to spread the word of the LORD and enlighten people with scriptures from THE BIBLE will UNDOUBTEDLY be difficult, I just didn't realize -HOW DIFFICULT- it truly was until I actually put my works into play...
Heavenly Father, please guide my hand and my words so that I may do your works and glorify your name.
~Angel
Well, let's just say, I'm striving very hard to spread the word of the LORD, and until present date, from which I am what I like to call "Returning" to my rightful place in GODs service, I am finding it 10000x more difficult to get people to understand the words in THE BIBLE and of the LORD....
Previously, when I myself more or less FORCED the word of GOD away from my life, I never really noticed how easy it was to ignore the signs and ignore the warnings and ignore everything in which THE BIBLE tells us we should do in order to better ourselves in our life and in order to prostrate ourselves in the name of the LORD. However, I'm steadily finding that, it is near impossible to even bring up a conversation about GOD or JESUS without someone stoning you to death in front of a large crowd.
Even people I consider very very close "friends" seem to be ad odds with me about this... Of course, there's this thing about "crossing boundaries" and "forcing" yourself upon people, I suppose, but even the slightest talk about scriptures in everday life seems to aggrevate people to no end! As if I had just dropped a boulder on their toes! Forgive me brothers and sisters, it is not my intent to anger you! However, I wish you could understand the marvel and beauty that comes along with Faith and Trust in our LORD and SAVIOR.....
I will admit now, to an extent of my sins... How I had previously created my own GOD of choice, (LORD please forgive my sin...) and live my life luxuriously and soundly without so much a guilt in the world, in which I continued my daily debaucheries as if they had no consequence whatsoever... Ever certain that I would reach Heaven's Gates without so much as an effort.... Heh, foolish ignorance on my part... Though I can't say for anyone else, at the very least, for me, I understand the folly of my Earthly Philosophy and realize that, there is no escaping the eyes of our one true GOD, no matter which rock, or which cave, or which hut or house you live on Earth...
As I try my hardest to explain to people how, although the HUMAN RACE alone tries its best, (Or at least a few) we are not able to protect/save/renew the world on our own... This is not to say we will not still try, as the battle for our eternal souls is ever present... However, after Millenia and Millenia of so called "attempts" to make the world a better place, has it not sunk in yet that we truly and deeply must rely on our SAVIOR? Which one of us is truly more capable than he, our LORD? None... However, it is all left up to people and their "Human Perspective" of how, "I live my own life, I don't need a BOOK or a GOD, I am the Master of my own fate." .... Fine, but then tell me, are you one who walks on our Earth in perfection and without sin...? Will you let yourself be crucified by your peers and TRULY harbor no ill will in the midst...? Do you somehow have a knowledge of life and spirituality unbound and time-tested...? Do you have EVER LASTING LIFE!?
Still... I can't help but sympathize with the way alot of these people think, seeing as I myself was once there... It is ever comforting to believe that, no matter what you do, no matter where you go, no matter how you live your life, that in the end, somehow "everything will work out" and somehow you being a "good person" or "master of my own fate" will work for the better in "an afterlife"..... The truth, however, is that in this Philosophy, we are spread so thin, forcing ourselves to believe in pretty much "EVERYTHING" that is Earthly and what has been corrupted to portray "Righteous", that in the end, we truly believe in "nothing"... And what then, should we become in the end, but a shadow of our beliefs...? We do truly REAP what we SOW...
Sorry, I'm mostly venting here... I realize that, being a Christian person trying to spread the word of the LORD and enlighten people with scriptures from THE BIBLE will UNDOUBTEDLY be difficult, I just didn't realize -HOW DIFFICULT- it truly was until I actually put my works into play...
Heavenly Father, please guide my hand and my words so that I may do your works and glorify your name.
~Angel