A few weeks ago, I was planning on buying some furniture for my appartment using Ikea.
Somehow, along the way, the thought about me "wanting" to trade away my salvation for an Idea coupon spawned.
And now that the time has come to use that coupon, makes me feel that if I use it, then I actually forfeiting my salvation. I'll be honest. This all sounds silly. But why does it feel real enough for me to worry about it?
I mean, I could just "not" use it for a discount. But my parents are going with me and if I use my OCD as an excuse, I'll feel like a fool. But at the same time, it feels like God is telling me "Oh so you seek the approval of men rather than Me!"
What am I to do?
_Hermit
Somehow, along the way, the thought about me "wanting" to trade away my salvation for an Idea coupon spawned.
And now that the time has come to use that coupon, makes me feel that if I use it, then I actually forfeiting my salvation. I'll be honest. This all sounds silly. But why does it feel real enough for me to worry about it?
I mean, I could just "not" use it for a discount. But my parents are going with me and if I use my OCD as an excuse, I'll feel like a fool. But at the same time, it feels like God is telling me "Oh so you seek the approval of men rather than Me!"
What am I to do?
_Hermit