This + Dat..........

[Sarah Louise]

Sigh......sniff,
My intolerable Borderline crap only seems to rear its beastly self when I have PMT-it IS my pmt in fact. When it has once again, after the last word, hibernated to rise up next month, I am unusually elated, although that could also be the meds I am taking-feeling exited about everything/nothing.I feel creative and I write poetry which is inspired by God who inspires me to write about Him. I also love to act but because of people problems and anxious behavoural issues, I find myself really frightened to attend a drama group in case it is full of loud over confident and bubbly young folk who have no BPD like me.
I do not put things in God's hands enough-I let go when I'm no longer looking or praising-why is the most important One in my life the most easily forgotten about? The arrogance of us humans. Bye for now folks and God be with all of you sufferers.xxx

 

[madison1101]

Are you talking about a premenstrual disorder? If so, I totally relate. When I was married, I would go ballistic during the week before my period. I was advised by my ob/gyn to take magnesium, and cut back on sugar and caffeine and salt all month, plus increase my water intake and exercise more. This helped me tremendously. I also learned to isolate from my family when the hormones kicked in, so as to not be in situations where my acting out might be triggered.

I hope you find some peace with this. If it continues to trouble you, talk to your psychiatrist or ob/gym to see if you can take something during your hormonal time.