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God Bless You,
It has been a while since I have posted. I guess I have been keeping myself busy so that I don't get depressed during these holidays. Well I must admit I was doing pretty good that is staying focus, taking care of my son, husband, work, projects and finally I get this break right. Well my son was given new meds. They gave him prozac and seroquel. This new doctor felt that the old doctor gave him meds that were too harmful etc. Well my son who is autistic/bipolar is off the wall. He is not focused, very moody, back to doing behaviors that I thought were long gone. It's like I'm starting all over again with a 5 year old boy. I don't have the energy anymore.
We are both home because we have Christmas Holidays off from school, but I'm looking forward to returning to work. I really need a break. My husband comes home and well I ask him to do a couple of things for me, because I am physically not up to it. He gives me attitude and then we are angry at each other. Tells me I'm home all day with him right now I have plenty of time, etc. etc. I'm trying to not have a break down. I pray and worship, but truth be told it has not been that intimate between the Lord an me for two weeks.
My whole body hurts and I'm sleeping more than usual. This is not good and that is why I'm keeping busy. Well two days ago my car was broken into they broke the glass and tried to take the car. I tell you I know the Lord prevented them from taken the car. My husband went to park the car in the back with this broken glass right~mind you we live in the city so no we have no private garage. It's not a new car its a 1995 Camary Toyota. It has more scratches than ever. Parked in the street people just do the craziest things. Well I wasn't angry just sad, because who has money during the holidays to fix a car. Well my husband tries to park this car in the back and takes the rear mirror off the car. Comes up tells me he is tired and oh yeah now we have to fix the mirror. He told me he didn't want to hear me nag etc. Who was nagging? But I knew for sure that I would be the one paying for it.
Anyway, I needed to write and give you some idea of the stresses that I am under right now and I am asking for you to pray for me. Pray that the Lord will keep my mind sane and steadfast on him.
It has been a while since I have posted. I guess I have been keeping myself busy so that I don't get depressed during these holidays. Well I must admit I was doing pretty good that is staying focus, taking care of my son, husband, work, projects and finally I get this break right. Well my son was given new meds. They gave him prozac and seroquel. This new doctor felt that the old doctor gave him meds that were too harmful etc. Well my son who is autistic/bipolar is off the wall. He is not focused, very moody, back to doing behaviors that I thought were long gone. It's like I'm starting all over again with a 5 year old boy. I don't have the energy anymore.
We are both home because we have Christmas Holidays off from school, but I'm looking forward to returning to work. I really need a break. My husband comes home and well I ask him to do a couple of things for me, because I am physically not up to it. He gives me attitude and then we are angry at each other. Tells me I'm home all day with him right now I have plenty of time, etc. etc. I'm trying to not have a break down. I pray and worship, but truth be told it has not been that intimate between the Lord an me for two weeks.
My whole body hurts and I'm sleeping more than usual. This is not good and that is why I'm keeping busy. Well two days ago my car was broken into they broke the glass and tried to take the car. I tell you I know the Lord prevented them from taken the car. My husband went to park the car in the back with this broken glass right~mind you we live in the city so no we have no private garage. It's not a new car its a 1995 Camary Toyota. It has more scratches than ever. Parked in the street people just do the craziest things. Well I wasn't angry just sad, because who has money during the holidays to fix a car. Well my husband tries to park this car in the back and takes the rear mirror off the car. Comes up tells me he is tired and oh yeah now we have to fix the mirror. He told me he didn't want to hear me nag etc. Who was nagging? But I knew for sure that I would be the one paying for it.
Anyway, I needed to write and give you some idea of the stresses that I am under right now and I am asking for you to pray for me. Pray that the Lord will keep my mind sane and steadfast on him.
