I've only been a Christian since 2010, but since then year by year I feel an increasing, encroaching darkness upon this world which is challenging my discipline more and more. I know that my life isn't anywhere close to what our brothers and sisters in the middle east experience, but nevertheless I feel besieged and often struggle to maintain a consistent walk with the Lord. Anyone else feel that way? This troubling verse comes to mind when I consider all of this:
Jeremiah 12:5
If you have run with the footmen, and they have wearied you, then how can you contend with horses? and if in the land of peace, wherein you trusted, they wearied you, then how will you do in the swelling of Jordan?
I know only the Lord can give me the strength to get through these times, and that means making radical changes and spending more time in His word, and in communion with Him and in fellowship with fellow believers. I sometimes lack the heart to do this, I have to admit to myself and to you beloved. What can we do to break the bad patterns in our lives and get closer to the Lord?
hi thesunisout ..been a while .
the solution to your melancholy is found in the directives given us by the lord Jesus
GO OUT ,preach the gospel heal the sick cast out demons baptise people and make deciples .
so many believers actually deeply desire to do this because the call is placed upon every single believer from within us by God
it is the not doing it which causes a sense of grief and impending doom .
and the reason most (not including the rebellious who simply don't want o and make any excuse not to ) do not go and DO what we have been told to go and do is simply that ..they do not know how . they reside i a church that barely does so if at all and are therefore not discipled in how to do this .
and the desire to do so ..mingled with a feeling of fear and illusion of being spiritually disabled from doing so causes a deep set grief and sorrow as it grieves the holy Spirit .
for a generation we have been taught that to be a believer means attending meeting on sunday ,mid week meetings .. more meetings singing songs and watching tv and movies on other days .
the reality is ..a life as a disciple is recorded for us in the book of act - this is what life as a disciple is supposed to look like and can .
first repent of sin in your life (i speak generically to all) dont harbour repetitive sin -cut it out and dont do it any more (god gives us the POWER of his spirit to do this ) then - read the book of acts and the bible like you have never read it before .. child like face value .
then .. the next time you're out and about .. and you see someone with a frown rubbing their head ..*smile* -ask them "excuse me are you in pain" im a believer in Jesus .may i pray for you .? do this until you find some one you lets you .. then ask them about their pain . lay your hand upon the pain and command it to "go" in jesus name . then ask them how it feels. is it gone
start small as your faith will be little , but it will grow. pray 1,2,3,4, times .. as you persist you will see them getting healed ,,God told us to do this so he will do it
when we obey him. then when they get healed you will find they are very open (not all) to the gospel so tell them the simple gospel . "christ does for our sin lay in the ground 3 days and 3 nights and rose from the dead " (a supernatural power is in that message) and tell then the correct response to this message is.. repent and be baptized for the remission of sin and you will receive the holy Ghost .
it is that simple -go and do this and you will find you will enter the true battle but the joy of the lord will rest upon you as you begin to see him move more and more
i began doing this and after years of wondering where converts are ..in 3 months i have lead 5 people to the lord and on saturday will be baptising one of them in water ..
don't
let the
but but but crowd discourage you - jesus said GO and DO it .. so ignore the crow that says
BUT this and
but that .. don't associate with that unbelieving fellowship - . just GO and DO ..its always been Gods will for us
all ,bar none .