Scarlet pulled her ipod out of her ears and looked around her as she heard some people on the train praying aloud, like a hummmmmm of an engine their prayers were in sync. For the first time she noticed a group of people who all held Bibles in their hands they had sat quietly but now she noticed them and they were standing and praying a sound that radiated within ....and it caused her to tremble, she wanted to run from the train.
She reached for her Buddha beads she still carried them, she was about to chant but the hummmm of the prayers started to frenzy and the beads flew out of her hands as if ripped from her very clutch.
She looked at the boy who called himself Rico and she saw that his eyes too were wide, with fear, she saw the girls had stopped dancing and they too looked frightened, but the one girl with the one dancing the friend who had been quiet and almost shy she was now standing and praying aloud with the others as if in a frenzy a passion. She turned and noticed Esther the woman who had been so quiet and scared of her husband she too was standing and praying like in a trance, no fear no longer a victim but looking like......a conqueror, and she saw the womans husband cowering in a corner, like a caged animal looking for an escape.
Scarlets heart began to race what was happening.....she wanted to fall on the floor, bend to her knees and ask God to save her help her she was terrified, but there was no God, she learned that years ago, when all her abuse began, her father's abuse.
She wanted to scream you never helped me....but she couldn't move....where could she go what should she do....a voice was beckoning her, as if it was saying come to me, you can trust me but another voice, deeper and darker said in her mind....there is no God.
She wanted to scream, she opened her mouth.........but nothing came out...as if she had been struck dumb.
She looked around once more and saw a strange glow in the train car and she realized this was not her imagination because she saw others looking on as she was some in terror others those who had been praying they looked as if they too were aglow.