Hullo my name is Repenter and I am posting this further to my earlier post about the Unpardonable Sin. I am still having major difficulties in this area and have of late been plagued with strong urges to turn my life over to Satan which I do not want to do. Things came to a head tonight when I had a strong thought about the Holy ghost being Satanic. I know this is not true but once again I would be interested to know if anyone else has had a similar experience, how they dealt with it and if it can be overcome forgiven or is it the deal breaker for a Christian that I fear it is. I hate Satan and want nothing to do with him but when these feelings take hold of me it is almost like someone else is in control of me. Please help if you can, I don't know how much more I can take of this.