Rather long, but this did catch my eye on a cursory look:Still around, haven't been to the site lately. seeing as how this was getting to be a bit argumentative and how I was trying to disprove every point that was made I felt it best to just leave things alone and do more studying. I am far from a book scholar actually I'm a high school drop out. I will be straight forward. I was brought up in a free will baptist church in V.A.beach I went to there school until 8th grade. church Sunday morning Sunday night Wednesday nights and many other church events throughout the year. It was as extreme as Ive personally seen any church to be. people were Dedicated into putting the FEAR OF GOD in the congregation and the children. Then in 8th grade we moved to MA and I went to a public school and we started going to a non denominational church. this church had rock bands rap groups had parties and really had good times. there was very little emphasis on FEARING GOD. they were very easy going dress how you want just a fun comfortable atmosphere. nothing like the free will baptist were men couldn't have long hair or wear shorts and women couldn't have short hair or wear pants, and everything had to cover below the knee, and any form of music other than what they sang was evil. Then at 16 I moved again to NC and went to a few different church's. one I went to people were shaking and yelling falling on the floor. I said whoa what is going on here, then I started talking to people who were telling me about the pastor laying hands on other people to heal or help them. then this other church people are speaking in tongues. So by 17 I am totally confused and SCARED TO DEATH of dying and going to hell. all these church's preached basically the same theory of God the father Jesus the Son and the Holy Ghost, the trinity, and that Jesus came and died for our sins. but they all went about things in a different manner. at 17 I pretty much quit going to church's and got into doing the worldly things that I was now surrounded with partying, girls, alcohol etc.etc. and just said to myself I have been baptized I'm born again I believe Jesus died for my sins, so Hopefully when I die I will go to heaven. Then 3 yrs ago when I was 31 my Dad who was a firm Christian very spiritual man in my opinion. was diagnosed with liver cancer, A God fearing man who didn't drink, smoke, do drugs, or anything of that nature for as long as I was alive was now given less than 6 months to live. for 3 months I was with him day in and day out and I watched him go crazy over his spirituality and had God forgiven him. it was such torture the way his mind was thinking and what he would talk to me about. he felt that God was punishing him and just didn't understand why this was happening to him at 52 yrs of age. I spent many nights questioning God myself, then I just said you know what, God is Good the Devil is Evil and there is no way God could have anything to do with what is happening to my Dad. I told my Dad how I felt and explained that the bible says God allows these things to happen, but i don't think he does these things to us as punishment. I told him what is happening to him is because of the evil in the world and our surroundings, thats why there are all these disease and terrible things surrounding us. after many hours of these talks my Dad seem to be at peace. Honestly I was just telling him what I felt in my heart I didn't have anything in scripture to back up anything I was saying except that God is Good and he allows us free will. on the 3rd month after being diagnosed I held my Dads head in my hands while he gasped and fought for his last breath and he died. Last thing I said was Dad are you positive your going to heaven? he couldn't even speak but he looked me straight in my eyes and slightly motioned yes. I told him I love Him and he laid his head over and died.
after this I was pretty angry with God and life in general. then I had a talk with a cousin who said you know religion is man made. the only important thing is your relationship with God, that is it. and that statement changed my life. I lost all the anger in my heart and said to myself anything that is man made has error nothing done by mans hands is perfect. so religion is bogus just believe in God and have faith in him. I was done with religion. I always spread the word that God loves us and people always would say "you should be a minister or something" I found that funny because I was done with religion and just Believe in and Love God.
Then I came across a video one day that was disproving Christianity, Jesus, or anything the Bible says. this video really open my eyes to the possibility that we all have been had. about the same time I came across some other videos by a man named Ahmed Deedat, a Muslim. This man is a Muslim scholar of the Bible, and seems to know the Bible better than any pastor I had ever come across. he has debates with some of the most well known Christian pastors in the world. No one seem to be able to dis credit Mr. Deedat or what he was saying. so this put more doubt in my mind about some things but brought assurance to others. so being from a baptist background I found this site and thought id ask some of the same questions he posed to the Christians here and see what kind of replies I would get. and see if maybe I could get a clearer picture of Christianity/Religion
I'm no saint no angel I still live what one might consider a worldly lifestyle but I do believe in God and Jesus I'm not sure I know the truth about the history of Jesus but I do know I don't want to go to hells fire!!!! as if life isn't hellish enough.
So I basically quit replying because I don't want to seem like an atheist, or like I'm trying to change anyone else opinions or teach or anything I honestly was just looking for answers..
Are you familiar with Ravi Zacharias? I would be interested in how this muslim fellow would do with Ravi. Anyway, check him out if some Christian writings haven't been to your liking.Then I came across a video one day that was disproving Christianity, Jesus, or anything the Bible says. this video really open my eyes to the possibility that we all have been had. about the same time I came across some other videos by a man named Ahmed Deedat, a Muslim. This man is a Muslim scholar of the Bible, and seems to know the Bible better than any pastor I had ever come across.
I would like to suggest another alternative to think about rather than a video opening your eyes: maybe the tempter has tempted you and your running (attempts at living the Christian life up until now) has been in vain. IOW, do you think it's possible that you've been had by what this video presented?Then I came across a video one day that was disproving Christianity, Jesus, or anything the Bible says. this video really open my eyes
Here's one by Ravi
Ravi Zacharias Explains Why the Bible and not the Quran? | Is the Quran the Word of God? Is the Quran the Word of God?
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