I saw The Passion on Sunday night and I needed to pray and sort out all I saw before I said anything about it. I know many are being deeply impacted by seeing this film, which I praise God for, if it bears true, lasting fruit for His kingdom. Having said that,....
I prayed all last week whether it was God's will for me to see this film, or not. I was very convicted not to go. Unfortunately, I was swayed by the reaction and very persuasive recommendation of a dear brother in the LORD who'd seen it the night before and sat weeping in church. He strongly assured me that my concerns were unfounded. He was wrong. I'm so ashamed for not standing firm. I totally disobeyed God by going to this movie. I shouldn't have seen it. I'm imploring all of you to please stop telling everyone they MUST see this movie and instead, tell them to seek to know the LORD'S will for THEM and then support and respect their conviction, without judgement, whatever it may be. Maybe it is God's will for some to see this, but I have my doubts of that.
Despite my mistake, God is so very merciful. As the closing credits were on the screen, I just wept with shock and sorrow, but the LORD did a sweet and tender thing for me. He comforted me! All at once, He filled me with His precious, loving peace and very gently reminded me that He's alive, risen and victorious! What joy!!! He's seated at the right hand of the throne of God. Yeshua, Messiah, King of Kings and Lord of Lords! My Savior, my Bridegroom, my Kinsman Redeemer, my Beloved, my Shepherd, my Brother, my Friend, my God, my All in All! Hallelujah!
I could talk about the numerous obvious catholic elements of this movie, the unbiblical omissions and additions, the unbelievable traumatic violence, the very human weakness in attempting to create an image of divine and precious things, and why these things are troubling to me..... but I leave that to you, to search the net if you want, for what others could tell you better than I. I leave it to you, to pray for God's will for YOU.
For now, I just want to get on my face before the Lord in repentance and let Him reveal Himself and His glory to me through His word by His Spirit. He has said in Jeremiah 33:3 "Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and show thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not."
All day, this scripture has been in my mind as I've prayed and thought about this film:
"Be astonished, O ye heavens, at this,
and be horribly afraid,
be ye very desolate, saith the LORD.
For my people have committed two evils;
they have forsaken me the fountain of living waters,
and hewed them out cisterns, broken cisterns,
that can hold no water." Jeremiah 2:12-13
Father, I'm so very, very sorry. Please forgive me. In Jesus name, Amen.