moogirl said:Philothea. I'm not an expert on the "whys" of life. I've experienced many bad things (as I'm sure many of us have), and have even questioned God.. "WHY? GOD, IM MAD !!"... but in moments of reflection and repentence, I come to terms that these bad things that happen are often the very things that refine me, give me character, and remind me that there is a better time coming.
I know I have gone off -topic, but I can't ignore someone who seems to be yearning for a relationship with God, but can't because something is holding them back.
I won't tell you the usual "Let Go, and Let God", that's an easy answer and one that is overy used.
The one thing that helps me through anger is prayer. Its not a bad thing to ask God "why".. it's not a bad thing to be honest with him and say, "God, I'm angry at you, but I don't want to be.. speak to me, and give me understanding".
He'll answer. Believe me, He will. Maybe not when you are looking for either, but when you least expect it, in the most unexpected way.
God bless you, and I admire your honesty and candor!!
It definitely added character...hehe. I thank you for your response. I don't get many of those and when I do it's usually hellfire and brimstone. I suppose I do talk to him quite often, though sometimes I don't say the best of things. Most of the time we have nice conversations. It use to be my favorite thing to do just to sit outside under a tree and talk to whatever wanted to listen, be it god or not. Yes we do all have bad things happen to us and we all take it a different way. I didn't take it well, but I feel it's gotten better. *knock on wood* I won't go into detail about it, but let's just say people who want to be crazy and say it all the time don't know what they're wishing for. You feel as if you're up a creek without a paddle when the meds just make it worse. I've found lately though that the strength and control is in myself. Not some worthless pill that gives the illusion of wellness. I am not well. I just know how to deal with it now. Guess that's why I search. I feel better. He's like a best friend. We joke around and get mad at each other and play pranks. I think he's got a sense of humor to be honest with you. Even gods can laugh. Otherwise...we wouldn't know how.
Many blessings to you...in whatever fashion.
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