*The insight and the catharsis*

[ShatterSphere]

Passenger on confessional course

Unlock with the key you behold within

Repair the shadow of your mind
and come awake​

"Oh, dreadful angel of mine
Enrich me with the vastness of being
Rigid father, teach me how to comprehend
I'll commit myself to understand
To be faithful and the instrument
So that the ones with blindfold can see what I have seen
That there is nothing in-between”​

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Obviously I am struggling with faith; but having been a philosophy major, I tend to question from a philosophical view when dealing with things like religion. I must say that from a philosophical point of view, God naturally exists. The attributes of that notion of God must be argued through logic and determination. Structurally I see that Jesus is for the most part integrity…I can’t look out into the cosmos and not see some divine inspiration while gathering my senses.

Aghast and tender, indulged in sin

Embraced by loneliness, legions who grin

I blunder into the realms of slumber
I collide with the obscure
and see the last fraction of light go by​

Plundering the sanity from the insane
and providing appearances in black
Carefully swept in decadent spheres
But faces in this world always remain darkened.​

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But what God is and what God attributes remains to be seen. Knowing through logic and the determination of will, I sustain reason; and the possibility that true reason transcends any test in time, in relation to scripture or sect. Thought must become transcendent as Truth is meant to unfold in the beholding eye; therefore thoughts come to surface and form into questions rather than answers. In learning truth we are not suppose to see any definitive conclusions, If God by reason is argumentative.

In circles of dominance, emotional deeps unite

Fiction and transcendence woven together

In the essence of purity lies wisdom
Join the forces, the spiritual black dimensions​

What more do you need of proof
Human hands conforming cloven hoofs
For I know the secrets and lies behind all truths
Knowledge is power and the power is mine
It's all mine​

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What comes to mind is in pondering the depths of perception and the experience that is entitled by such thinking…

Matthew 5: 18
For verily I say unto you, Till heaven and earth pass, one jot or one tittle shall in no wise pass from the law, till all be fulfilled.

Not sounding off in a long winded argument, but do not words fail in other words; and in knowing this, do not words begin to fail? That’s what makes logical argument so agreeable.

So let the children come to me

and share the limitless ways to infinity

Escape death and disease
And behold youth and vitality​

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