short version: well it just depends on what you think man and God is.
+ longer version:
that will reflect the view, that is, your own heart will color outside things in it's own perception, even the bible. dig deep enough inside of someone and you will find his foundation, who is God, for nothing can exist without him. indeed there is the animal part of man, he clearly exist in this physical universe, but we must also know the other parts of that man such as his soul and spirit. it is clear that all men partake of the Logos nature of God, because they think thoughts, thus we see all men are made in the image of God, however when the soul clings to things less than God, she turns herself into that image, it is only those united to God that are again as they were created to be, pure spotless mirrors to reflect God. as for the Spirit part of man, it is hidden in a mystery, because the soul can show the spirit but if the mirror is dirty then the spirit appears corrupted, however that is more like a kind of covering than actual truth, because eve, the soul, was deceived, not adam, the spirit. but since eve ate of the tree of knowledge of good and evil, it covered over the spirit, for eve and adam represent humanity and the effect a falling away has on us, when the soul, rather than spirit in man, rules. it is said that adam also ate of the fruit after eve gave some to him, because the soul being covered with a veil of sin cut off from her her virgin spirit, who is Christ and thus the veil of sin with the soul reflecting lower realities and being deceived mixes the tree of knowledge of good and evil and creates a kind of "antichrist spirit", but it is not a thing, rather it is a illusion and all souls are deceived by it until they are full of the Holy Spirit and their souls are pure virgins again, then Christ her husband is again revealed and all is well. the true problem is the problem of the soul and it's blindness, and it cuts off a proper connection with the spiritual part of herself, which is the highest reality she is, the piece of God that was breathed into adam to become a living soul. thus the spirit was shut off greatly, and the soul became attached to physical reality, the devils perception of reality and even the souls own corrupted and now greatly hindered nature, which became distorted by sin.
the true reality is ofc, the tree of life who is Christ, but the soul, being cut off from her husband, sees a reality of lies mixed with truth. so the God hole is not so much a hole, though it feels like it in us, but it is rather Christ crying out in us, he being constantly crucified in us, we murdering him, and the soul also, secretly weeping for having slain her own self and her husband, her only solution is that she too, die with Christ on the cross, so that they may both be resurrected together. until we repent and become born again and die to the foolish nature the soul took upon herself when she decided to eat of the tree God told her not to eat of. the tree of knowledge of good and evil is the lamb that speaks as a dragon in revelation. and it is by the Spirit of God, who is united to our spirit, and the soul being in her proper place, i.e. stop conforming to anything less than God, the tree of life. until then, she worships the false image of God and she does not know it, for the whole world is deceived, thus we must die and be born anew into the new heaven and new earth, the soul must again be a virgin, so that she can birth Christ. for the scriptures say, that the woman is saved in childbearing. and this child is the Holy Spirit.
we clearly see this symbolism, in mary the virgin, giving birth to Christ. mary is the virgin soul and only that virgin soul gives birth to Christ inside of us, who is, go figure, also a virgin. because remember, eve came out of the curve/rib of adam, they are one being. Jesus Christ came to the world, to show us who we are, and they killed him for it, but since he was God, he died for all of us, all of us being in him and he in us. thus the door was swung wide open for us to again be sons of God. in the end, we simply have to cling deeply inside the heart of Christ, the spear having pierced him after he died, the water and blood came out of him. thus now you see, the water and blood are symbolic of soul and spirit and how they become separated after Christ, who is the truth, dies due to the veil of sin. so the first adam has eve coming out of him, the second adam has eve going back into him.
so if you don't think you have killed Christ you can be assured that, yes you did. but He forgives you, because you know not what you do. plus he loves you, and desires you be restored to your true condition. anyways, then humans could not grasp the depths of wisdom very often. but it turns out that there is no evil in God and if we see through his eyes then we shall see how he sees things and very well i know, that God is unchanging love. but humans have a hard time understanding because their soul is so used to inferior concepts, but when she is united to God and is full of love, she shall see the symbolics in the bible instead of being killed by the letter of the word. most Christians, are mere babies, unable to speak about spiritually mature things, in which, there is an absolute certainty, rather than speculations and theories and opinions. for God has no opinion, he is the truth. it turns out that reality is way better than I had at first saw it to be when I was a child.
humans are always hindering me, who am love and fire. for i claim to have the Holy Spirit, it used to be a very big deal to people, and now it's not. because people don't know what it's like to burn alive, because they are hindering the spark from fully igniting. we simply have to give ourselves fully to the fire and die, like being cast into the lake of fire, like fire, that Jesus sends down on the world, like fire, which melts the evil elements and then only the good remains. when an angel dies the second death, he is born again and I say, I have died when i came to the world, and then I died when I died to the world. our God is a consuming fire. only God can show us who he is. so much for trying to understand a book on your own to it's depths. but he helps us inasmuch as we allow him to. and we allow by loving and wanting him. humans prefer their rules rather than love.
