hey nice to meet all you liberal christians, im also liberal and its so depressing how almost all christians today seem to be republican or libertarian and its like the entire church is corrupted.
People think obama is bad but how do republicans and libertarians justify the things they want to do to people as christian?? Thank God we have President Obama. The entire country would be so screwed right now if we had a Republican president there may be no coming back. Plus can you imagine two more Koch Supreme Court justices. Lindsay Graham just said if he gets to be president he would nominate Trey Gowdy for supreme court, plus troops in Syria. They hate everything that is good and hate all people, money and power are all they are about. The amount of money the world spends on military to hurt other people every 8 days, is more than enough to make sure nobody on this planet ever goes hungry again.
i get really scared about life and the future and i read the news everyday and get more and more scared, but im 26 years old and learned a lot about life and experienced lotta things so im just glad that life is short and goes by quick because i would not want to be alive 50 or 100 years from now, i would be happy if god let me die soon like i wouldnt mind being dead tomorrow or even at age 30.
lotta people say god isnt real and even though science disproves lotta things in bible i still find it comforting and i never really believed the bible was divinely inspired because its quite obvious ancient jews used it as an excuse to justify their murders, and even the NT is filled with contradictions, but i find SOME comfort from beliving in god and the way i see it even if god doesnt exist after i die i wont be disappointed cus ill stop existing but if it helps me while im alive, then that alone makes god real to me.
i had shoulder surgery last wednesday and when i got to my apartment i blacked out from dehydration and almost died, my mom found me on the floor and called 911 and they said i survived only by a matter of seconds. but i never felt a thing and it amazes me to think i could have died 100% painlessly and been in heaven living happily and maybe god was trying to take me away and now maybe when it is my time ill have to go through a lot of pain and suffering like a burnign to death in a car accident or cancer, i been praying for him to take me away since i was age 20 cus i have had a pretty hard and depressing life but i try to make the best of it when i can, and i kinda wish i did die cus now i gotta suffer here again

but np cus i know life is short and i talked to older people and they are 70-80+ and they said life flew by in seconds and seems only yesterday they were my age so that is comforting to me i dont know why we are here but i feel like god found us on this planet and he rescues us from this world.