Today I am feeling sad and lonely. But I am also feeling Grateful to God.
God has been good to me. He has saved me many times.
I miss my Ex-Fiance.
I wish God would give everyone who wanted to be Married a Soulmate they could be with forever. I am trying to Pray for this every day. I love Praying. It makes me feel closer to God and gives me hope.
I am going to continue Praying for God to give me a Husband/Soulmate.
I cancelled my Penzu Pro+ Membership for now. Maybe I will get it again in the future. I am not sure.
I wish I didn't feel lonely. I am trying to be Patient and wait for God.
I wish God would come back. I want to be with Him.
I thought I had been making progress with getting over my ex-crush. What had happened, I didn't let it bother me and I felt so much better. But then I remembered and now I'm angry again.
Last week (or earlier this week), I was watching a YouTuber that is currently going through a divorce. Someone posted a comment "Don't feed the dopamine". That spoke to me.