The BEST way to commit suicide, is really a living suicide.
THIS IS NOT A CLICHE'!
Giving up EVERYTHING for Christ Jesus. I mean if I was going to kill myself anyway, I would give up everything for Christs service. It's called dying daily, dying unto yourself. Put every thought, every bit of power, all your available funds to Christ. Trick is you are not allowed to actually kill yourself, because you need to stay alive in order to be a living suicide.
Not that I am great...but here's what I am doing. I have certain obligations before Christ, number one teach my kids about Christ, and love 'em to pieces, feed 'em, clothe 'em, keep 'em dry most the time
However, as long as I can fulfill that obligation of love and care to my kids, and earn enough money to pay the bills, I am free to give EVERYTHING to Christ. So that's my goal, give my time (I evangelize), give my love (I visit sick people, and isolated miserable sinners), do missions when I can get away. In fact I have a plan where in few years, when my kids are on their own, I will move into minimal expense dwelling of my chosing, sell my house, and car, whatever, and give everything else to Christ, one way or another (missions, evangelism expenses, the poor). I am also eliminating expenses such as videos, movies, non healthy food, excessive clothing, and unessential pastimes. It's my version, or at least an attempt at Christian life of sacrifice and mercy. I choose to give it up for Christ.
This takes a lot more guts than other choices.
THIS IS NOT A CLICHE'!
Giving up EVERYTHING for Christ Jesus. I mean if I was going to kill myself anyway, I would give up everything for Christs service. It's called dying daily, dying unto yourself. Put every thought, every bit of power, all your available funds to Christ. Trick is you are not allowed to actually kill yourself, because you need to stay alive in order to be a living suicide.
Not that I am great...but here's what I am doing. I have certain obligations before Christ, number one teach my kids about Christ, and love 'em to pieces, feed 'em, clothe 'em, keep 'em dry most the time
However, as long as I can fulfill that obligation of love and care to my kids, and earn enough money to pay the bills, I am free to give EVERYTHING to Christ. So that's my goal, give my time (I evangelize), give my love (I visit sick people, and isolated miserable sinners), do missions when I can get away. In fact I have a plan where in few years, when my kids are on their own, I will move into minimal expense dwelling of my chosing, sell my house, and car, whatever, and give everything else to Christ, one way or another (missions, evangelism expenses, the poor). I am also eliminating expenses such as videos, movies, non healthy food, excessive clothing, and unessential pastimes. It's my version, or at least an attempt at Christian life of sacrifice and mercy. I choose to give it up for Christ.
This takes a lot more guts than other choices.