That Unwanted feeling

[sarahelizabeth]

Please Keep me your prayers

lately For the past Month or so
I have this feeling that i am not wantd anywhere so i rarely come on websites or anything I just feel like no one Wants me around
I have this feeling all the time people hate me Or think im fake or anything like that these Things get a lot to me sometimes and really make me paranoid

I sometimes get the feeling everyone thinks i am just stupid and fake Or trying to be something I am not!!

One other thing is That i am a paranoid person
I Wake up in the middle of The night SO much lately thinking someones going come kill me
My grandparents think im going Nuts
I just hate this feeling I think it is because I have a big fear of death and death has been happening a lot around me lately!!

I also sometimes have the feeling like I cant keep friends like I have no friends It feels like it i am such a loner

I hate having these feelings!!! I hate the feeling of being uncomfortable every where i go :/

Keep me in your thoughs and Prayers <3

 

[miss-a]

I am definitely praying for you. I have struggled with the feeling of being unwanted, so I can understand. The first thing I want you to know is that it is a feeling, not a truth. Often our feelings do not match up with reality. They are coming from a past event(s) that we have not healed from. Here's the proof: I'm so glad you're here and you've posted. You feel unwelcome, but I'm(and others I'm certain) glad you're here. Your feelings do not match the truth. This happens to all of us. It's not just you. So it's about learning to agree with the truth, and that involves a need to heal. Jesus will heal you. It may be a process. It may take time. But He will. Cry out to Him with these feelings. If you know where they came from, tell Him and tell Him you're willing to let Him come in and heal those places.

Also, begin getting familiar with Bible verses that tell you the truth about you and how much God loves you. I posted a thread called "Encouragement" that has many verses that will help you, and here is a link to more: Redeemed and Summoned by Name: Bible Verses for Panic, Depression, Anxiety.

Here's a final thought for now. About your fears. I've heard this several times and it helps me. I hope it will help you, because most often feelings that don't reflect truth stem from fear. F-E-A-R = False Evidence Appearing Real.

I will check back in with you and most certainly will pray. Please keep checking in with us,
A

 

[SplendidTree]

I am sorry you feel this way and will pray right now. You are wanted and loved and always welcome here.

 

[sarahelizabeth]

I am definitely praying for you. I have struggled with the feeling of being unwanted, so I can understand. The first thing I want you to know is that it is a feeling, not a truth. Often our feelings do not match up with reality. They are coming from a past event(s) that we have not healed from. Here's the proof: I'm so glad you're here and you've posted. You feel unwelcome, but I'm(and others I'm certain) glad you're here. Your feelings do not match the truth. This happens to all of us. It's not just you. So it's about learning to agree with the truth, and that involves a need to heal. Jesus will heal you. It may be a process. It may take time. But He will. Cry out to Him with these feelings. If you know where they came from, tell Him and tell Him you're willing to let Him come in and heal those places.

Also, begin getting familiar with Bible verses that tell you the truth about you and how much God loves you. I posted a thread called "Encouragement" that has many verses that will help you, and here is a link to more: Redeemed and Summoned by Name: Bible Verses for Panic, Depression, Anxiety.

Here's a final thought for now. About your fears. I've heard this several times and it helps me. I hope it will help you, because most often feelings that don't reflect truth stem from fear. F-E-A-R = False Evidence Appearing Real.

I will check back in with you and most certainly will pray. Please keep checking in with us,
A

Thank you so much this was really helpful this made me feel way better

I know everyone has those feelings but it is just hard to get past the feelings of being uncomfortable!!
that the man feeling i wanna get past is to not car what people think!

 

[sarahelizabeth]

I am sorry you feel this way and will pray right now. You are wanted and loved and always welcome here.

and thank you sweetie that really means a lot to me

 

[Criada]

You are incredibly precious and loved and wanted by God, sweetie.
Praying that you will see yourself as he sees you

 

[hope_is_last_to_die]

agree ^ you are a precious child of God and so dearly loved!!

 

[Dianna_Child of God]

I am praying.

 

[Chococat]

There's nothing to add that hasn't already been said by others except I know the feeling as I have had it myself more often than I care to remember. I believe it is a mixture of depression and, like someone said, unhealed hurts from the past not to mention the lies of Satan. When you've suffered rejection in the past you often feel people are rejecting you when they are not. It is something I am still dealing with though not as severely as it was in the past. Anyway we all love you and are glad you are around.

 

[sarahelizabeth]

Thank you all it means a lot to me because here I Feel so wanted and loved and that i can be Myself and not something i am not. I Thank all of you from teh bottom of my heart for bein here for me!! It means the world to me more then i can ever imagine! i just want to find myself and be ME again!!
i feel so depressed broken and lost and happy and all these mixed feelings.. sorry i am Crying while writing this! i cant wait for this year to be over!

 

[Dianna_Child of God]

Thank you all it means a lot to me because here I Feel so wanted and loved and that i can be Myself and not something i am not. I Thank all of you from teh bottom of my heart for bein here for me!! It means the world to me more then i can ever imagine! i just want to find myself and be ME again!!
i feel so depressed broken and lost and happy and all these mixed feelings.. sorry i am Crying while writing this! i cant wait for this year to be over!

Yes you do belong here. I know when I found this at CF I knew it was where I needed to be. A place where people understand, care and support each other.

 

[maycin]

Sweetie, I'm so sorry that you are feeling these feelings. I pray that you will keep coming to this forum for support. You are God's precious daughter. I pray you will feel His loving arms around you.