I would just like to thank everyone for sharing their stories and responding to my own. Although I haven't been diagnosed with OCD and am reluctant to self-diagnose, your stories have allow me to recognize similar tendencies in my own thinking/mind. I have wrestled with seeking help out of fear and pride, but have finally begun the process of seeking out a professional. I think this decision has come from the culmination of many things and I don't discount this forum from among them. I'd like to ask for prayer in this endeavour as I really don't know what I'm looking for. Even as I'm struggling to figure out what I ACTUALLY believe in regards to God, I would still like to pray for all of you in your struggles, fears and insecurities. I pray that the Holy Spirit would minister to you and help you to know EACH day that you are all loved and I pray that the Lord will strengthen you as required for living each day for Him. Thank you all.