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[berry2000]

Definately feel like cutting or self harming in some other way. I've been good, no SI for the past 6 months (after 9 years of it). Please pray i will not succum to temptation after all my hard work and i will find "other ways" to handle my anxiety, and rage.

 

[bubblefish]

I am praying Berry!

 

[Bamboo_Chicken]

(((Meredith))). I'll be praying Hun - drop me a PM anytime you want to talk my friend .

 

[Kristen.NewCreation]

Will definitely be praying.

 

[Tenebrae]

Berry

One small step at a time, make yourselfs little goals like getting through one hour at a time, and then two hours at a time...

I'm praying for you, and that you will be able to get though this without SI, however if you do hit a speed bump, it doesn't make the 6 months of no SI any less of a awesome achievement

Praying for you hun

 

[HolyOne87]

I will be praying for you! **hugs**

 

[berry2000]

So far so good. Thank you for your support. I have tried to use all the "coping tools". Including posting here, talking to my bestest friends and being honest where I am at. Ackowledging my feelings, (hiding from the my husband so as not to go into a rage at him), taking anxiety medication, doing art work, and giving myself some slack to feeling crazy feelings and not freak out.