Like the first person who posted on here, (I think it was Morning Glory) I tend to also be criticized and judged for my story, so please take time to get to know me before you judge my story. Here is goes..
My First ever love of my life was named Kieth Fitzpatrick. We dated from Fourth grade until 10th grade, where his parents decided that because he and I wanted to become intimate, and they did not agree with that, and called me some not so nice names, that he and I split up. I still wonder about him from time to time, but oh well.
April 2006: I met this guy online, that was a Sergeant in the US Army, and significantly older than me, who had been through a divorce and had three kids. His name was Scott Repetto. We had common interests, and he had been answering some questions for me about Fort Bragg, because I was going there for an Army training.
June 2006: Scott and I meet for the first time, and things were well, at the lease awkward, but I felt uncomfortable, but still cared about him. We do the online dating thing for a few months, and then he got word of deployment over to Iraq. I regret the last words out of my mouth to him were "I never loved you" because he was killed in action about a week later in Talil, Iraq. (August 2006)
August 2006: I had been heart broken, and started to give up hope. I felt like Scott's death was my fault. I had came across a forum called Warrior Cadet Forum, which was simular to Grunts Cadet Forum. I joined, and one day I recieved an e-mail from a guy named Carson Glass, who ran WCF. I sent him one back, but accidently sent it to StormCrow, and that was how I met Jason. Jason was the guy that charmed females. He seemed amazing at first, but he was in a relationship with another female named Brandy. We got to talking on the phone, and he started to fall in love with me. He and I dated for a week, but then I told him, well if your going to be with me, you have to break it off with her, because I do not work that way, and so he did.
September 2006: Jason proposed to me, and I stupidly and foolishly accepted.
October 2006 to May 2007: Jason and I did the online dating thing, and it totally stunk, 100%. I loved him, and he got me the things that I needed or wanted. I would never wish the long distance thing on anyone, and trust me, we had quite a rough road along the way because of the long distance thing, but some how we managed to make it work.
May 22ed 2008: Jason and I meet in person for the real time. He had gotten two weeks unpaid leave from McDonalds just to be there with me for my high school prom. In these two weeks, he had to also prove to my friends and family that he would not hurt me. We had a rocky few weeks. From May 22ed to June 11th 2007, we had fights, arguments and disagreements. Prom was amazing. I lost my virginity on prom night, thinking that he was going to be the person I'd spend forever with.
June 16th 2007: I leave from Manchester, NH to go to Miami, FL to live with Jason. A big step for me, and while I have some regrets, I am glad that I made that decision, otherwise I'd still be home in NH living with my mother. I lived in Miami from June until October. September 26th 2007 was my 18th birthday, and I sort of realized how creul the world really was on that day.
October 2007: Jason and I move to Cocoa, FL in our own apartment. We had some great times in this apartment. We had furniture through Rent A Center, we had our arguments, and disagreements, but we managed. We had all bills paid on time, and just barely made it. I started college for my Bachelors in Criminal Justice and he started his Bachelors in Business through Kaplan University.
December 2007: I got Jason Amiago, our black lab for Christmas. It was my first Christmas without any gifts, due to our struggles with finances.
February 2008: We got evicted from our apartment due to the Dog, Donald living there with us, and plumbing problems. We had tax money, ($100+ combined) and decided to pack it up and leave. Our destination was to Orlando, Florida, but when we got there, we were denied a place to live due to lack of employment. We stayed in a hotel, and went to Universal Studios for the first time in my life, where we saw Blueman Group. It was the most amazing, stressful, but fun time of our lives. Then from there we decide to go to Pennsylvania, where we were screwed over by someone we thought was a friend. She took our money and left. Homeless, and clueless, we decide to pack u[p what we have and take a trip back to Florida, and if it was not for the people that helped us with Gas, we would not have made it.
March 2008: We settle in a trailer park in North Fort Myers, Florida. This was where the abuse and troubles started. I am unsure when, but somewhere from the time I got pregnant with Kalleigh, and the time that we were homeless, Jason snapped. He started to hit me, and we were always arguing. It did not help any that Jason always wanted sex and I did not. We both start to go back to church at Gods Pocket.
April 2008: Jason gets laid off from work at McDonalds, and we struggle financially. The abuse gets worst. Our car gets reposessed. We have nothing, and are truly living in the slumps now. Jason decided that he wants to become a pastor under the teachings of Troy Scaldone.
May 2008: I get hired at McDonalds, then fired. I get molested by Jasons father John. I get hired by Ameriplan and then scrwed over by them.
June 2008: We fall behind the trailer payments, and the rent for the lot. Jason gets hired at Panara Bread, but gets minimal hours. I end up giving birth three months early to a still born Kalleigh Abigayle. Jasons dad is forgiven and moves back in to help out (Because God helped me forgive him)
August 2008: Jasons father kicks us out. We have a week to find a place to live. We get approved for an apartment, by the Grace of God, and our pastor Troy helping us out, and Charlie and Betty. We are okay to start over.
September 2008: The problems happen again. Donald screws us over, my bipolar starts to act up, and I'm at my wits end with Jasons abuse. He thinks that I am the problem, but we were both the problem. I split things off, and try to focus on myself. Three weeks go by, and I'm ready to kill myself, then Dustin comes around. Dustin and I met on Grunts Cadet Forum, spoke a few times, and then we really got to know each other. We had some sort of connection immidiatly, and we think God had played a roll in it. I get hired through Cloud 10 Corp, and am eager and excited with life. I love my job, and now have a new focus. Dustin. He makes me whole. On September 24th 2008, when Jason hit me, I go to him and cry to him. He makes me smile. He decides to tell me that when I'm in my angry mood, he just wants to kiss me. I tell him whats that spose to mean, and he says check your facebook. He requested a relationship with me. It was so cute. We've been dating ever since. My plan is to move up to Greeneville, NC to live with him, but first will obviously go to visit and see how things are. He makes me feel loved for once.
And thats the story right now. I'll update this when I meet Dustin in real life and see how things go. 47 more days. Woohoo!
Just curious...
An old friend of mine came to visit and he and my girl friends dragged me to the bar, and Bryan was there treating his best friend to a night out before he went to serve in Afghanistan. Our eyes met from across the room, and while we hardly talked that night, we talked a lot in the following days. I was still seeing the jerk who played way too many video games, and treated me like dirt in general, but Bryan waited for me, and when I finally worked up the nerve to tell the other guy to take a hike, Bryan was still waiting. And he waited until I was totally ready for a relationship again to ask me out.
If there's one man out there who is "the one" for me, Bryan is him.
but only God judges our heart and knows we mean well. Have you read my story yet?
