suicidal and scared

[jayebrownlee]

My appointment went OK with being let home again yesterday, however I am scared today, not that I am going to kill myself, although that is still a concern, but what I am scared of is being attcked. I'm sure that my borther is outside my falt waiting to rape me again. I don't know what to do.

 

[wvmtnkid]

Jaye-

If this is a valid concern about your brother, and not a result from your illness and depression, you need to call the authorities. Let them handle someone that you feel is going to attack you. If this concern however, is part of your illness, then sweetie, you really need to seek additional help. It could be paranoia, which comes sometimes with depression. I know. When I was depressed, I was so scared, even sometimes to the point of not going outside because I thought there may be someone there just waiting to hurt me.

Maybe you need to see a different doctor. Have you just been in hospitals or have you tried long term care and treatment centers? Jaye, I wish that I knew what to tell you. My heart breaks for you. Do you have any other treatment options available that you just haven't tried yet?

I will still keep you in my prayers! We can never underestimate the power of God in our lives. (((((Jaye))))))

 

[MartinB]

Hi Jaye

I've just joined this forum yesterday and I've read your post with sadness and concern. From what I can pick up you were raped by your brother a while back..is this true? Did you go for deliverence?

Please forgive me if I've got the wrong end of the stick here.

Regards

 

[elentári]

Hi Jaye,
Thanks for letting us know how you are!!
I am so sorry that you are so scared. I know how fear can grip your heart so easily after you have been abused.

Do you think your brother is really stalking you right now, or is that a fear? I agree with someone else that if he is following you around, or waiting outside yur flat - or likely to attack you again then you should call the authorities, or someone else who will come and remove him from the area.

You shouldnt have to put up with this sweetie!!

Does anyone know about what your brother has done to you? Have you told the police, or your family?
((((((((((Jaye)))))))))))))
I am so sorry. I feel so grieved for you.

Feel free to email me if you want to talk things through more. I'm available for you.

Susannah x



Martin ... I think you will find it is her brother who needs deliverance. What Jaye needs is to be lovingly restored and healed. To be released from fear, and pain. The two things are different in our normal vocabulary!

 

[thenjduke]

jaye,
I understand you are going through alot of problems right now and the only thing is I can do is say a prayer for you. Just one thing look at it this way. God gave us doctors and police for our protection so use them.
God Bless
Earl

 

[ZiSunka]

Jaye,



LL

 

[jayebrownlee]

Well, I can't phone the police because they won't help. I saw my brother on Monday so I phoned the police, they looked about and couldn't see him so autimatically assumed that I was absolutely mad and called the doctor and made me go to hospital.

It will all be over soon though, I have seen to that.

 

[wvmtnkid]

Jaye-

Your last post sounds a bit scary. Are you ok?

 

[Gryphon]

Jaye, I'll be praying for you... and for your brother.

 

[MartinB]

elentari

I think you are missing the point here..do you know what takes place spiritually to someone when they are raped?  I think not.

I do agree her brother needs deliverance as well as Jaye.  I do agree that Jaye needs to be restored..that GOD will do, with our prayers and love and her faith.

That is the real problem here..we are all scared to admit what Satan is capable of..we need to place the full armour of GOD on ourselves daily.  You have to know the enemy if you want to beat him in battle.

 

[elentári]

Jaye - Im worried about your last post honey. What exactly have you done to make it all be over soon, sweetie?

Listen hon, email me, or visit my forum if you want to (for survivors of abuse) Dont go this alone. You have many options here. The police can be a bit dense sometimes - and I know how scary it can be when no-one believes you. But don't give up - you have places to go, things you can do. Above all - God has a way out for you!!

(((((((((Jaye)))))))))) .... wishing I make this situation safer for you. But I am praying. Dont hesitate to ask for help ok??




Martin - I have pmed you, because I dont think that this is the time or place for such a conversation, but I am, however, happy to continue it in private!

 

[jayebrownlee]

Well, I did take an overdose of paravetamol and sedatives but I also lived to tell the tale, so I suppose I am Ok really. I went to hospital and got treatment so things should work out ok in the end.

Still feel a bit low some of the tiome, but i am better than I was.

Love always in Him

Jay

 

[elentári]

I'm so glad that youre ok now - physically i mean! I'll keep praying for you hon!
(((((((((((((Jaye)))))))))))))))

 

[thepalmtree]

 Hi jay, i was abused too , it does play over in your mind sometimes. But it is only a memory and it cannot hurt you. It does fade over time. You can beleive me because i've been their too. See- open discussion and debate/thread-there is still time. I'm 28 now, and time makes a difference in perspective. God will help you walk through this if you let Him. God will bring beauty for ashes if you allow Him to do so. Please feel free to PM me . You are not alone.

 

[Blynn]

I continue to pray for you Jay!

 

[jayebrownlee]

Well I don't know how long it will last for, but I am feeling great. I just went to church and am feeling so close to God, He is right here next to me, and I know it.

I'm so happy

Jay

 

[wvmtnkid]

YAY! I hope this feeling lasts a long time for you Jay! He loves you so much and I hope that you will always feel that love, even on those days when you are having a rough time.

Hang in there, girl! You are in my thoughts and prayers!

 

[Joanna]

((((((((((((((Jay)))))))))))))))))))))

 

[elentári]

Jay, I am so happy that you are feeling some better!

I pray that God would totally surround you with his love, and his peace. i pray that he would focus you on him, and on the healing he has for you. I pray that he holds you close and makes his love and acceptance of you so real, at this time!!

((((((((((((((Jay)))))))))))))))))))))

Bless you sweetie!!