Suffering

[Piccadilly]

I suffer from psychotic disorder/paranoid schizophrenia. I believe what I see that people are following and watching me.

I started getting it last year, and thought it disappeared after 3 months. Then 9 months later it returned. I still think that it's real, that ppl are watching/following my movements to and from work, and sometimes at the weekend. However my wife and family try their best to convince me it isn't true, that those ppl are there not for me.

Losing my job recently is also a double-blow to me.

Stuck at home, I get visits from doctors/nurses and family to keep a watch on me.

I've not been Christianed, but I have read the bible on and off throughout my life. I do read some verses from the Bible, and try to look ahead.

I hope one day everything will go back to normality, that people will stop following/watching me, and life return to normal.

 

[Criada]

(((((((Picadilly)))))))))
I'm sorry you're suffering this, it sounds very hard to live with.
Being Christened isn't really important, the important part is making Jesus your Lord. If you need to know more about that, there's a link at the top right of this page which says "Be a Christian"

Praying for you

 

[Piccadilly]

Thanks for your reply.

Time is moving on. I still have beliefs in ppl watching/following me, though stuck indoor I see less ppl, so I seem to feel better. Not a cure but works for me.

My thoughts are still focus upon my condition, though I try to distract myself moreso, e.g. writing in this forum.

Thanks again
Piccadilly,

 

[Kristen.NewCreation]

Hi Piccadilly,

Sounds like distracting yourself is helping you. I'm glad you have doctors and nurses helping you.

I'll be praying for you.

Kristen

 

[Asvin]

Hang in there my friend. My uncle has schizophrenia too and he isn't too lucky. He is really paranoid. Whenever we see him, he tells us about how the U.S Government is after him and that the Japanese are going to bomb the whole planet. He is homeless and really a mess. His physical health is really degrading too. What I am trying to say is that there are always people who are not as lucky as we are. I am not saying that we should see ourselves as perfect. I think looking at others who are not as fortunate as us can lift our moods up. Try doing something like that. And don't forget to read the Bible daily. It is more powerful than anything else we know.

God Bless

 

[AdamKane]

Dear Lord Jesus: I ask that you relieve Piccadilly of any and all paranoid and schizophrenic thoughts. In your name I bind schizophrenia and paranoia. In your name I cast out the paranoid and troubling thoughts. In your name I pray.

Can I get an amen?

 

[DrPhil]

I hope that you are taking some sort of medication.

 

[storm9]

HOLY GOD be Magnified in Your son Jesus Christ..
LET Your Will be Done here on Earth as it is in heaven...

Could it be that my God.. is a Great and all powerful God..
Could it be that He chose you to bear fruit.. you are to Good for your last Job... Your eyes were opened...

I have experienced the same thing.. You need not worry.. You will overcome this even though not nice to behold.. You will learn to stay away.. from what is bad..

I have found this problem more prevalent in London.. when I lived and worked their also..

Could it be that You rise above your contemporaries at work? Is it because your an honest man.. ?


be blessed..