Hey everyone, well...this is my story and I hope you all can help me ou here because I really need the help...
I completely withdrew looking @ gay porn and masturbation on Monday, July 11, and it has literally been hell on earth for me. I can't take it anymore! I feel like giving up. This is horrible for me. I can't stand it dealing with this! I'm going through so much and then I have to deal with withdrawal- this is almost unbearable for me...I can't take it anymore! I have so much sexual tension building up inside me that it's making me feel so horny, yet so angry and so agitated. I cant belive how painful the withdrawal is. I mean, this is my fourth day being sober and it already feels like a month.
So far my withdrawal symptoms are:
ongoing long lasting erections <edit>
My body has been shaking
I've been very tired yet at times I'm completely restless
I've been in distress due to the sexual tension building up
Can't stop thinking about sex- super horny
I've been really agitated, irratated, and aggravated
I've been isolated
I've been depressed
<edit>
I've been anxious
Headaches...
Please pray for me....
I really need the support....
Thanks and God bless....
I completely withdrew looking @ gay porn and masturbation on Monday, July 11, and it has literally been hell on earth for me. I can't take it anymore! I feel like giving up. This is horrible for me. I can't stand it dealing with this! I'm going through so much and then I have to deal with withdrawal- this is almost unbearable for me...I can't take it anymore! I have so much sexual tension building up inside me that it's making me feel so horny, yet so angry and so agitated. I cant belive how painful the withdrawal is. I mean, this is my fourth day being sober and it already feels like a month.
So far my withdrawal symptoms are:
ongoing long lasting erections <edit>
My body has been shaking
I've been very tired yet at times I'm completely restless
I've been in distress due to the sexual tension building up
Can't stop thinking about sex- super horny
I've been really agitated, irratated, and aggravated
I've been isolated
I've been depressed
<edit>
I've been anxious
Headaches...
Please pray for me....
I really need the support....
Thanks and God bless....
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