Hi,
Dear, you work for God, and the distincitons are not made by God per se, they are made by humans, to try and understand what God is doing.
I say, I know you work for God, probably personally;;; and He is person to you somehow. That somehow can be in any of four ways. One is The Holy Spirit's way. In that way, you do not know why you know this or why you know that, but you know you know it. When you doubt what you know, both the actions you see in the world and The Things you read in The Bible, calm you, making you believe a little more, in what you know. Again, that is the way The Holy Spirit works in all people, and I have seen many of YOU, here. Jesus can make you cry, and He teaches all of us, about Love. If you love excessively, in the human Agape way, or you have the greater than Agape type of love, that comes from Jesus. He can also remind you of all you, and I have done wrong, to God, and then the tears in women, or the feelings to men, are very very very remorseful, sad, sorrowful, and deeply humiliating, as I and you KNOW, just how Bad we are compared to Jesus. You can feel Jesus in these moments, unlike The Holy Spirit, who displaces His own personality to work for God and for you, to make you what you want to be. God The Father, can be felt also, and it is in The Bible, the other details about Him.
You may be an Apostle, which means sent by Jesus Himself, even today, to work for Him or for God. That is a personal calling for human kind, to let them be holier. Paul was called. I have a friend who is called. I know his mission. He is an Apostle therefore. His missiion is very Apostolic. God makes sure his mission is successful.
You also just might know The Word really well and in a silent way are asked to teach others. I in a very non silent way, was told to never teach others. In an almost silent way, I was told to share what I know about God. Notice, some differences here. I share. You maybe are to teach.
Now, does it make a difference to you, in how you love God, and how God wishes to be loved by you......To you, does this make a difference? No, it does not I'll say. It doesn't because between you and God, it is merely, a love relationship.
To others looking at you or others, they would like to know. Apostles it seems work for Jesus, even today.
LOVE,
...Katherina., .... .