I cant stop my alcohol habit. I have been born again since 1979. I was drinking then and I'm drinking now. I have a military background which doesn't help as it was a drinking culture. Am I an alcoholic? not really as i don't drink through the day and don't want it, just in the late evening. Do I have to drink in the late evening? Well,.. I suppose not really, but I just enjoy it so much. However i am always looking for ways to stop but always fail. Please don't flame me with judgments, its hard enough trying to stop. I am just looking for others who have struggled and overcome for inspiration, thanks in advance for any help, Michael..