Hey my Christian fellow,
I'm Stephen, been baptized 2 years ago, but still struggling with masturbation until now, I just don't know, i started masturbating like when i was 11. I really want to stop, i prayed to God and i commit to not do it anymore, but i dont manage to stop
Why am i still masturbating until now? Before I was a Christian, i found out that after jerking off, i feel very guilty, dirty and why should i touch, but i cant help it, i still touch the next time. I dont want to go to hell and i dont want to be separated eternally with God and i dont want a gap with Hi,.
And in the age of now, 14, turning 15 this September, i find guys attractive, i started to be attracted to cute guys and i like guys with abs, maybe because i am working for one and i want to have abs too. Can God help me out of this homosexuality and masturbation?
Sometimes i dont need porn to touch, i will just only touch without watching porn, but sometimes i watch.
I'm a singer in my church, and i feel really guilty serving Him with a body like me. what should i say to my leader, they won't let me off the ministry, what shd i say to my parents, i would not say that i'm a gay and i touch, it'd be ridiculous.
One thing is sometimes i find girls cute, or maybe sexy, charming, good-looking, but i cant be attracted to them. Well i liked a girl before, but i dont feel sexually attracted to her, whereas if i see man, all gay thought would probably come out to my mind and imagine that was him.
I hope my fellow friends here wants to pray for me and help me get out of this thing. Thank God, His grace has still brought me life, by adding days to my age, but I still cant stop touch or maybe watching gay porn and attracted to guys. Help me please.
Thank you and God bless everyone!
I'm Stephen, been baptized 2 years ago, but still struggling with masturbation until now, I just don't know, i started masturbating like when i was 11. I really want to stop, i prayed to God and i commit to not do it anymore, but i dont manage to stop
Why am i still masturbating until now? Before I was a Christian, i found out that after jerking off, i feel very guilty, dirty and why should i touch, but i cant help it, i still touch the next time. I dont want to go to hell and i dont want to be separated eternally with God and i dont want a gap with Hi,.And in the age of now, 14, turning 15 this September, i find guys attractive, i started to be attracted to cute guys and i like guys with abs, maybe because i am working for one and i want to have abs too. Can God help me out of this homosexuality and masturbation?
Sometimes i dont need porn to touch, i will just only touch without watching porn, but sometimes i watch.
I'm a singer in my church, and i feel really guilty serving Him with a body like me. what should i say to my leader, they won't let me off the ministry, what shd i say to my parents, i would not say that i'm a gay and i touch, it'd be ridiculous.
One thing is sometimes i find girls cute, or maybe sexy, charming, good-looking, but i cant be attracted to them. Well i liked a girl before, but i dont feel sexually attracted to her, whereas if i see man, all gay thought would probably come out to my mind and imagine that was him.
I hope my fellow friends here wants to pray for me and help me get out of this thing. Thank God, His grace has still brought me life, by adding days to my age, but I still cant stop touch or maybe watching gay porn and attracted to guys. Help me please.
Thank you and God bless everyone!
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