I'm having some problems with my faith, and I haven't been able to find satisfying answers yet. I believe in God, and have for a while, so it isn't belief in God that is my issue.
About three years ago I started studying Judaism with an intention to convert, but about six months ago I felt pulled away from that path through various different things in my life, and so I began looking into Christianity and I think this is where I'm supposed to end up. I keep praying that if this is true then please, God, let me believe it in my heart. But this seems to be my stumbling block.
I've looked for answers online, but mostly they seem to either tell the reader to open their heart to Jesus (they never say how, though), or to remember the faith you had before this rough patch. Neither is very helpful.
The more I read about Christianity the more I think it makes sense, and my objections to it are melting away, but I'm struggling to believe it, and to feel this faith. I don't feel God although I have no doubts about his existence, and my belief in Him is fairly solid; but I don't feel Jesus, and the people I have asked say that when Jesus comes into my life then I will know. I ask them how and they say I just will.
So, how can I have faith? And how can I know? I feel like I'm banging on a door that just won't open, but when I ask for hell people just don't see how I can't open it, because to them it's very easy.
If this is true, I want it. I believe it is true, so how do I get it?
About three years ago I started studying Judaism with an intention to convert, but about six months ago I felt pulled away from that path through various different things in my life, and so I began looking into Christianity and I think this is where I'm supposed to end up. I keep praying that if this is true then please, God, let me believe it in my heart. But this seems to be my stumbling block.
I've looked for answers online, but mostly they seem to either tell the reader to open their heart to Jesus (they never say how, though), or to remember the faith you had before this rough patch. Neither is very helpful.
The more I read about Christianity the more I think it makes sense, and my objections to it are melting away, but I'm struggling to believe it, and to feel this faith. I don't feel God although I have no doubts about his existence, and my belief in Him is fairly solid; but I don't feel Jesus, and the people I have asked say that when Jesus comes into my life then I will know. I ask them how and they say I just will.
So, how can I have faith? And how can I know? I feel like I'm banging on a door that just won't open, but when I ask for hell people just don't see how I can't open it, because to them it's very easy.
If this is true, I want it. I believe it is true, so how do I get it?