I don't think that I can take much credit for my insights, I have had to travel a difficult road in my life and I'm probably a product of some of what I've been through. I don't think that I'm anything special, but trusting in the Lord has kept me from being too fearful and I think that people who don't live stressful lives are likely to live longer.
I'm 69 years old and I have been self employed for about 35 to 35 years. People don't take much notice of it these days, but long ago it was the norm to be self employed. The Lord's Prayer says "give us our daily bread" and that was a very big issue, years ago.
Well it has been a real big deal for me over the years. You cannot tell when customers will come into your business to spend money with you and certain seasons of the year can be very difficult, especially when the time to pay bills is approaching and the money does not arrive until the last moment, but you learn to trust God to provide on time!
He has been looking after me for quite a long time now. I'm not a well money'd man, but God has been good to me. When I am able to work, I work with my hands as a picture framer and I do all the old fashioned things which not many people do these days. I'm very different and unlike many picture framers, I am an old fashioned craftsman as well.
I moved premises before my stroke and did not recover very much for a long time and I been paying the bills from money left to me when my mother died shortly after my stroke. I am assuming that I will need to go back to my shop, after my wife comes back home after her stroke.
I'm not complaining. God says that worrying about today is enough and tomorrow will take care of itself. I don't know how these things work and I just trust Him to work out the details. I can cope with that!