Hello fellow Christians!! I am completely new to this site so please so forgive me if I am posting in the wrong section (feel free to move this thread to the relevant section if so).
I've come under the realisation this evening that I think I have been subjected to spiritual attack for the last couple of months
I'm currently exploring a vocation (to ministry) and am doing various training and studying Theology as a result. Things have been going so well and then all of a sudden things just started happening. There was problems developing in my family circle, with my friends and even my marriage. My heart became hardened, I doubted, I struggled with intrusive thoughts and sinful thoughts, I struggled with feeling 'drawn' back to old bondages, I became irritable, snappy and hostile.... I felt bleak, weak, anxious and massively fatigued and I have struggled enormously with motivation and willpower recently too
Basically all this came to a head tonight, i haven't understood where all these feelings and temptations had come from until this evening during a long and enlightening prayer and for some reason it just came to me and I suddenly understood and everything made sense. I have prayed that all evil may be banished from me, my family, animals and our home and suddenly it feels like a whole weight has been lifted! I googled the symptoms of 'spiritual attack' about an hour ago and oh my goodness! I felt like it was talking about me and was written for me! I have had all the symptoms for the last few months (before then everything was great and absolutely fine)...
Anyway... I would just like to ask that you may please pray for me and my journey and family. I don't know exactly why I wrote this post!! I guess i just needed to get this of my chest
I've come under the realisation this evening that I think I have been subjected to spiritual attack for the last couple of months
I'm currently exploring a vocation (to ministry) and am doing various training and studying Theology as a result. Things have been going so well and then all of a sudden things just started happening. There was problems developing in my family circle, with my friends and even my marriage. My heart became hardened, I doubted, I struggled with intrusive thoughts and sinful thoughts, I struggled with feeling 'drawn' back to old bondages, I became irritable, snappy and hostile.... I felt bleak, weak, anxious and massively fatigued and I have struggled enormously with motivation and willpower recently too
Basically all this came to a head tonight, i haven't understood where all these feelings and temptations had come from until this evening during a long and enlightening prayer and for some reason it just came to me and I suddenly understood and everything made sense. I have prayed that all evil may be banished from me, my family, animals and our home and suddenly it feels like a whole weight has been lifted! I googled the symptoms of 'spiritual attack' about an hour ago and oh my goodness! I felt like it was talking about me and was written for me! I have had all the symptoms for the last few months (before then everything was great and absolutely fine)...
Anyway... I would just like to ask that you may please pray for me and my journey and family. I don't know exactly why I wrote this post!! I guess i just needed to get this of my chest