- Dec 4, 2019
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- Christian
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- Single
Sorry for scaring you this mental illness and serotonin syndrome is complicated it makes me think I got the mark of the beast from Satan from the Yellow Cross Mom and Dad reminded me today it isnt real I am not going to end my life and just trust God! I am not going to hell but it feels so real it feels like I ended the world blaspheming the Holy Spirit but Mom reminded me it isnt real it is scitzphrenia forgive me we saw the doctor yesterday but I need help thinking I turned evil bothers me but God is good. I am dealing with scitzphrenia. There is no mark of the beast out yet the yellow cross Mom says isnt the mark but mental illness so I am sorry for alarming the forum I guess I am not a false prophet or antichrist but have the Holy Spirit. I will try to ignore the blue light that says otherwise mom says it isnt real there is no mark and I didnt trigger the rapture end times to take place by bowing to the yellow cross I feel so bad about confusing Jesus and Satan in a hallucination. I even said profanity last night my brain does not work but mom says God loves me despite my confusion I trust my mom.