- Mar 20, 2020
- 357
- 218
- Country
- United Kingdom
- Gender
- Female
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Private
Alot of times because of the intrusive thoughts, images and voice, I feel like God is far but scripture says He's closer than my very breath. This brings me comfort that I am not alone, I'm never alone and Jesus is right there seeing me through.
Yesterday, I got small from my Pastor who told me God asked him to call me. I cried and said "God asked for me?" I felt so loved by Him. I thought for sure that God may not want to talk to me anymore because of what I did and the intrusions don't help. It brings me comfort to know He still thinks of me and He still cares. Because of the intrusions, I feel somewhat disconnected but it's just lying to me.
I long for Him to speak to me personally. I heard this song on the radio this morning. I know this speaks of human relations but I thought of God when I heard it. I thought of being with Him in heaven - my dream come true. Somewhere out there, He's thinking of me. Some of the lyrics aren't really relevant to God but i still like the song.
Yesterday, I got small from my Pastor who told me God asked him to call me. I cried and said "God asked for me?" I felt so loved by Him. I thought for sure that God may not want to talk to me anymore because of what I did and the intrusions don't help. It brings me comfort to know He still thinks of me and He still cares. Because of the intrusions, I feel somewhat disconnected but it's just lying to me.
I long for Him to speak to me personally. I heard this song on the radio this morning. I know this speaks of human relations but I thought of God when I heard it. I thought of being with Him in heaven - my dream come true. Somewhere out there, He's thinking of me. Some of the lyrics aren't really relevant to God but i still like the song.