...its really hard to be a Christian when the rest of your family is athiest. I mean...I always go to church by myself...and sometimes it feels good...other times, its just so lonely. And alot of the times if church is supposed to be done at 11:30 but gets out at 12:00 instead...I get into trouble. Like last Sunday...I got out late and my dad freaked at me and told me he was sick of being my father and that he thought I should just run away...and so I did...and it was all because I came out of church l8...and it kind of hurts...but the pain slowly eases...into numbness...