Somebody please help me..

[cmarie423]

I don't know what to do.

I know I have problems, I know I have an eating disorder but nobody wants to help me.

I tell everyone all my problems but nobody thinks I have one because I don't starve myself or purge.

All I think about is my weight and being beautiful, especially about food.

Every second of the day I think about the calories I'm taking in, how much they are, etc.

I tell everyone I have problems but nobody listens! They just tell me to work out some more.

Nobody gets what I'm going though...

help...

 

[Soulwings]

I don't necessarily think that you have an ED... but you are certainly on your way to having one if you don't have one already. I am not brushing you off - I know how utterly consuming worrying about calories and weight and being beautiful can be.

I would say talk to a professional, perhaps a counselor/therapist (T), because while you may not qualify as having an ED under DSM-IV criteria, you do have a problem, and talking it through with a T may be the best thing for you to do. I hope that you can get to a T... maybe through your church? or school? if your parents don't agree to your seeing one unaffiliated with either of those institutions. I have been in therapy for four years and right now my ED is somewhat in remission, thankfully.

I hope some of what I said helps. I'm here for you, if you need to talk. Just PM me, or visitor message, and I'll get back to you ASAP. I wish that I could do more for you. Once again, I am not brushing you off. I hope that you aren't offended by anything that I have to say. If so, I apologize in advance.

 

[nikkipompom]

Has someone hurt you previously about your weight,your looks,anything?
It will help to find someone with a psychology degree to speak to as this may lead to an eating disorder.