I've been a member in the Separated/Divorced subforum for a few months, as my marriage went into the tank.
Suddenly I'm seeing the light at the end of the tunnel and it ISN'T A TRAIN! It's a long and convoluted and entirely mind-bending story, but if you want the background, I'd have to point you over to the Divorced subforum and look through my recent posts. I dont have the time or the organization to lay it all out here, except in small point form.
1. DH and I have been "disconnected" from each other for about a dozen or more years. We lost that love we had in our first years together. We each found our ways of replacing the missing affections from the other person.
2. We have lived discontented, unhappy to the point of downright miserable since then, and specifically in the past 12-18 months it's become all but unbearable. This past summer we began to seriously talk about separating, for our mutual mental health.
3. We decided finally to pursue divorce and look forward to becoming mutually respectful, SINGLE people.
4. THEN I found out through some sleuthing that DH has had repeated affairs, over more than 7 of those 12 years.
5. Upon confronting him about those affairs, he confessed, repented, and utterly rebuked his wrongdoing and has done everything I have asked, and in brokenness and complete humility, done everything in his power to demonstrate his dedication to restoring what has been missing.
6. We are now seeing ministerial counsel and private counsel to restore our marriage. We still live together but in separate rooms of the house, with strong desires on both of our parts to eventually re-unite properly, once God has healed some of the gravest hurts.
Ok, so that didn't end up being short point form, but that's the Cliff's Notes version of the story. We have an army of friends and family praying, plus a fair cross-section of CF Marrieds' posters! LOL We have a LONG way to go, probably more than even I recognize so far. I suppose what I'm asking is what can we expect in the next months or so? What encouragement do you have for a couple who has been through the wringer and back again. Do we have enough to hope for complete renewal?
I am looking forward to getting to know this forum of people. I am anticipating hearing your stories and your encouragement as we begin to go down this road with you.
Suddenly I'm seeing the light at the end of the tunnel and it ISN'T A TRAIN! It's a long and convoluted and entirely mind-bending story, but if you want the background, I'd have to point you over to the Divorced subforum and look through my recent posts. I dont have the time or the organization to lay it all out here, except in small point form.
1. DH and I have been "disconnected" from each other for about a dozen or more years. We lost that love we had in our first years together. We each found our ways of replacing the missing affections from the other person.
2. We have lived discontented, unhappy to the point of downright miserable since then, and specifically in the past 12-18 months it's become all but unbearable. This past summer we began to seriously talk about separating, for our mutual mental health.
3. We decided finally to pursue divorce and look forward to becoming mutually respectful, SINGLE people.
4. THEN I found out through some sleuthing that DH has had repeated affairs, over more than 7 of those 12 years.
5. Upon confronting him about those affairs, he confessed, repented, and utterly rebuked his wrongdoing and has done everything I have asked, and in brokenness and complete humility, done everything in his power to demonstrate his dedication to restoring what has been missing.
6. We are now seeing ministerial counsel and private counsel to restore our marriage. We still live together but in separate rooms of the house, with strong desires on both of our parts to eventually re-unite properly, once God has healed some of the gravest hurts.
Ok, so that didn't end up being short point form, but that's the Cliff's Notes version of the story. We have an army of friends and family praying, plus a fair cross-section of CF Marrieds' posters! LOL We have a LONG way to go, probably more than even I recognize so far. I suppose what I'm asking is what can we expect in the next months or so? What encouragement do you have for a couple who has been through the wringer and back again. Do we have enough to hope for complete renewal?
I am looking forward to getting to know this forum of people. I am anticipating hearing your stories and your encouragement as we begin to go down this road with you.