No, you are not evil for doing your best. Likely the only person saying that is yourself. It sounds to me like there was some miscommunication and perhaps a lack of preparation (eg - someone should have made sure the board was there). Consider that you might be misunderstanding your pastor just like she misunderstood you. It sounds like perhaps she was trying to encourage you along in your presentation and maybe it came out sounding more like a challenge than encouragement.TheIdiot said:OK, I prepared the sunday school lesson as asked. When I went to teach it the dry erase board was "missing". I could not find it. Another person in the church found it and I was rebuked for being late. I went to teach the lesson I'd prepared and my pastor said she didn't want to hear it and to teach something else. I did my best to teach what she'd requested. I taught it as it was taught to me. She said "that's it? Tell us more". I didn't know what to say. I testified about a true life event. She said something about I had obviously judged a person, which I had not done, simply shared the gospel with her. She sighed, the sunday school students laughed and giggled and pointed at me. I was mortified. What now? Am I evil for doing my best?
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