Warning: Rant ahead, I need somewhere to vent
I am so overwhelmed with things right now. I have so much work to do for school, and it just seems like I will never be finished. None of the classes I need are offered when I need them to be, so it looks like I won't be finished as soon as I had hoped. I am thinking I will just slow down a bit and take it easy and finish when I finish, I mean I will remain a full time student (have to to keep my insurance) but I have been putting so much pressure on myself to finish in 2 years that it literally brings me to tears when I realize that I might not be able to finish that soon. I don't know, I'm just having trouble juggling everything and its mostly my fault because I procrastinate, and then when I get stressed its even harder to get my work done. My fiance has been very understanding, we were hoping to be finished with college by the time we get married (May 20, 2006), but now it is looking like I will still be in school, but he will be finished. Its not a big deal I guess, but if feels like a big deal to me right now.
Anyone else having troubles like this right now? If you could send up a prayer for me that'd be nice!
I am so overwhelmed with things right now. I have so much work to do for school, and it just seems like I will never be finished. None of the classes I need are offered when I need them to be, so it looks like I won't be finished as soon as I had hoped. I am thinking I will just slow down a bit and take it easy and finish when I finish, I mean I will remain a full time student (have to to keep my insurance) but I have been putting so much pressure on myself to finish in 2 years that it literally brings me to tears when I realize that I might not be able to finish that soon. I don't know, I'm just having trouble juggling everything and its mostly my fault because I procrastinate, and then when I get stressed its even harder to get my work done. My fiance has been very understanding, we were hoping to be finished with college by the time we get married (May 20, 2006), but now it is looking like I will still be in school, but he will be finished. Its not a big deal I guess, but if feels like a big deal to me right now.
Anyone else having troubles like this right now? If you could send up a prayer for me that'd be nice!
Awww sweety, I totally understand how you are feeling. I will most certainly keep you in my prayers.
