Please pray that God will help me stop smoking. I first got into it when I was with this theater company I was working with. Being the youngest there, I felt pressured to conform and soon gave in.
I stopped when I got really sick and had to take birth control pills to balance my hormones.
Recently, I was being pressured by my Mum to lose weight. Sometimes she says it directly and sometimes she gives me these compliments that have hidden insults inside them. Like, whenever I reach out to get more food she says "you're really losing weight, dear. keep it up. i know you're looking even prettier now that you're getting thinner."
And a while ago, I bought a pack and smoked two sticks... I've thrown the pack away already but I'm still tempted to smoke again...
I'm sure the devil is trying to put me down again because I'm in the process of submitting an application for a ministry I would like to join aside from the others I'm already in.
I feel like such a hypocrite because just last sunday, I taught a lesson to my youth group kids and I told them that our walk with God will be filled with hurdles but that shouldn't stop us, we should ask for God's help to aid us in overcoming these hurdles...
I stopped when I got really sick and had to take birth control pills to balance my hormones.
Recently, I was being pressured by my Mum to lose weight. Sometimes she says it directly and sometimes she gives me these compliments that have hidden insults inside them. Like, whenever I reach out to get more food she says "you're really losing weight, dear. keep it up. i know you're looking even prettier now that you're getting thinner."
And a while ago, I bought a pack and smoked two sticks... I've thrown the pack away already but I'm still tempted to smoke again...
I'm sure the devil is trying to put me down again because I'm in the process of submitting an application for a ministry I would like to join aside from the others I'm already in.
I feel like such a hypocrite because just last sunday, I taught a lesson to my youth group kids and I told them that our walk with God will be filled with hurdles but that shouldn't stop us, we should ask for God's help to aid us in overcoming these hurdles...

Father,

